Never Give Up....You too!

we broke up. peacefully

2011-12-26T07:35:00.000-08:00

so we broke upalright u dun seem too sadso wish u good luck in the future

concert!!!!

2011-11-25T22:08:00.001-08:00

awwwwwwwwwwwwyou're performing tonight....if not for spm i sure go de....jia you!!!! mmmmuuuuacccckkkkss!!!!

SPM!!!!

2011-11-21T20:54:00.001-08:00

woohoo 5 days/subject over!!! 5 subject more!!!

IMY

2011-11-08T19:20:00.001-08:00

HUH
someone go to school early AGAIN
skip piano class
and then i cant on9 chat with her somemore
YORRRRRR
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
I miss you niaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
;)
my study plan is ruined
SPM dun know how la...
these days keep thinking about the future
keep thinking how i'm gonna get to become a doctor
the hardships
whether my hectic lifestyle will affect us
argh
a bit too much to take lo
i wanna be a teenager forever la...
study forever
but its not possible
and the good thing is...
(i love the song Marriage D'amour) xD
lalalalala
mixed feelings...
growing up has its downsides and benefits
but we cant stop it
so ACCEPT it
just like how we accept sejarah as a subject in school =.=
LASTLY,
IMY TWY!!!!!!!! <3
P.S lately i got addicted to bubbletea, thanks to the uncle in comic town
Belanja u next time? xD
Lots and lots and tonnes of love,
erhuzai

revive my blog

2011-11-01T00:26:00.000-07:00

omg its almost spm here and i feel like blogging suddenly
i read through ur plurks, blog posts,and stuff
i realised how ignorant i was
sorry dear, i realise how stupid i am all these times
but i hope u will forgive me,
like how u always did.
i hope u and i will keep our promises till the very end
maybe u prefer to rely on fate now
but i am still as hard-headed about this
CAUSE I'M SERIOUS!!
hope i can be lucky enough to be that first guy that tastes ur french dessert
no matter how it tastes, it will always be nice
just like how i would say to ur fried rice, egg omelette....
every dish cooked out of love
awwww....
looking back at us last time,
i would say, I REALLY MISSED HOW U MISS ME LAsT TIME
blame me, throw tanthrums at me
i dun care
but please love me the way u did
as i always have...
maybe u din feel it
but never for one second i have stopped loving u...
i dun know what is happening inside ur brain,
maybe its best that i dun know, but i really wanna know
cos I CARE
hopefully the vow goes on..
ever wondered why i always like stick to you and kinda not give u freedom?
well, the answer is: i'm graduating in 3 days! how many more days can i see u often?
i'm glad now u are kind of stronger emotionally
but u need to take care of ur body too
MEME!
ILY FOREVER AND EVER!
also thanks to jiavei about reminding me about my blog and ur blog
hopefully that feel comes back
the fresh, rejuvenating feel...of love...

boo!

2010-12-25T21:57:00.000-08:00

blog i'm back
for awhile
i scared i dun want to blog anymore so i come back to blog
haha
and to let someone have something new to see *winks*
christmas was damn tiring weih......
follow my mum and aunt to shop for 10+ hours?!?!?!
omg......
lucky cousin bro came along
we go window shopping for other stuff
or else i will die of boredom in those heaps of clothes.......
dun know why choose clothes also so long...
i suddenly blog because someone din pick up my call and reply me...
so very sien...
so blog....

after so many days of practical
i found that some juniors improved
some remained the same
some got even worse
the worst thing of all was
jia ying go and test my sister de hearing like form 2...
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr
we already said form 1 is test concert song, she go and test my sis form 2 de
waliu eh!!!!
damn angry weih..
even though shes my sis, u cant be like that de ma...
waliu...
i din teach her anything special also
wtf, i dun think i taught her anything at all

back to christmas
omg, i ate crab for consecutive 3 days~
haha
all also during dinner
before eve, eve, and christmas all eat crab..
lol

bad news, my disease on my scalp come back d....
haiz...
i want to kill that disease for once and for all la
pls die la.......

erhu teacher go china d...
i have to practise on my own
oh
i just remembered
i have to practise conducting!
haha
bye!!
^^

post 91

2010-11-08T22:55:00.000-08:00

today, i felt something deep down in my heart
i felt that
my friendship with ALL my friends are faltering
i felt some of my friends,are just faking to be friends
some are tolerating me
some i dun know what
even my good friends
i cant seem to mix with anyone!!!
wth........
what can i do?

why did you tell me stuff that way??
why do i feel that every time you answer my questions
you are just answering a smaller sister or brother?
and you always seem to be adding sarcasm into ur sentences?
it doesnt mean that even though i dun say anything bout it
means that you all can talk to me like that!
for example, you wanna remind me to write the qing jia xing
why did u have to say, you planning not to write is it?
why??
why couldn't you just tell me to write in a proper manner?
omg
and in the morning
u just assumed i never printed that list before
but actually, i DID!!!
i printed it the day yee wei told me to
took the effort to remember to bring and put in hua yue
well, its partly my fault cos junior no experience
and put at the wrong notice board
but at least i did!
and my message was conveyed!
shze xian even told me that they couldn't come ah
i even made the effort to call you and tell you
after you told me it wasn't there
i rushed to hua yue
retrieved the notice
put it on the blackboard
and was almost late for perhimpunan
just because i always come late
then you all have to throw sarcasm at me every time i come early?
at first it was only jia ying
that i could accept, cos its her nature, she does it all the time
but now even you joined in
and it isn't really funny you know
everytime you guys do that, i get a stab in my heart
while smiling stupidly at ur comments
why can't you all just understand me.......
when i am silent, doesn't mean i am mcc ok...
and if i dun respond, it doesn't mean i dun know what to respond
sometimes, i dun answer out of respect for our friendship
i admit, i can be really mcc at times, i thank you for helping me
but please, treat me as ur friend ok?

i am feeling that nowadays, our conversations revolve around hua yue only
we seldom chat freely like we did last time
its always how to solve this how to solve that
worry this worry that
why cant u put it down when we are out of hua yue...
when we are eating, or whatever
same goes for the others

i really lost my cool today morning
i know its my fault
but, its one of the few times i dun feel like apologising
ur tone,
her tone,
how the way both of you talk to me
it just feels like an employer talking to a weak worker
and i am the worker who did the job, but just didn't touch it up at the end
so you guys never see the stuff i did

did you notice??
this exam
i din call you much
did you ever wonder why?
because, you said, everytime near exam liao u only call me
never near then never call
well, tell you what
i am a person who is really not really good with words in a call
i really seldom call ppl
i really dun know what to say
i thought you knew
i thought you knew i would be happy to receive ur call or sms anytime
but you were waiting for me to call
and me waiting for u to sms
haih
i guess we dun know each other enough
i guess you know much of my bad side
but, seriously you dun know what i am inside....

and here, sorry to yee wei for doing that beastly sound this morning
big big sorries
i totally lost my cool
sorry......
i know i went too over today
but i din realize till you told me

and to chun hoe,
i really hope you didn't reject my offer to watch a movie together
but you have rejected
i was really disappointed..
are you really that busy?
or you wanna save money?
or you wanna stay at home and study?
well, you chose to reject my offer
i....guess i would respect your decision as i always did
i am not trying to get ur pity here mind you.
sigh...

hope i can find a friend who plays erhu, basketball like me...
all my best friends seem to be one sided...
chun hoe: hua yue
qian xi: basketball
xian an: more on tech stuff and movies

argh...
at least i have hor kong in class
at least i feel that his friendship with me is genuine
and jia vei, well, i feel like i am more of a pest to her..
but this is me...
i am really not trying to critisize anyone here
so pls, if you feel annoyed after reading, just forget it..

post after exams...

2010-11-08T02:47:00.000-08:00

after letting go of studies
no space at all for any form of relaxation..haiz..
with the piano exam coming up,
i dun even have confidence i can pass.
hence, i wun write much this post

well, the installation has passed
i didn't cry, dun know why..
but the cute lam lam gave me a letter, expecting me to cry
well, lam lam, you ALMOST made me cry, but not yet XD
i'll write out another letter for her later...
had fun hugging those form 5 seniors for the last time
zi ling was even shocked when i hugged her FIRST!!
bla bla bla
i went home early AGAIN :(
oh yea, and i was the last station in the treasure hunt game,
which was a BLAST!!

my exam results
sigh.......
dun wanna see them
suan le la.
NEXT YEAR I AM SO GOING TO SCORE A's FOR SCIENCE AND MATHS SUBJECTS

realised many form 4's have ditched blogging
i would have
if it wasn't for SOMEONE who encouraged me lol.
my best friend, chun hoe,
today i went up to him and asked him whether he wanted to go for a movie
he told me he don't want already
DAMN SAD....
haiz...
felt that change in him not long ago
but i dared not go and kacau him
so i got more and more isolated with him because i went to get closer to other friends
turns out, i am nowhere closer to either of them.
like lost,because, i dun have any really good friends.
everyone seems to be busy with their own stuff
me too
can't help but feel a little sad...
read an article on how to determine whether you really love a person
changed my conception a little...
well, gtg sign off d.
bye blog!

Credits: gratitude to jiavei and wenyi to encouraging me to revive my blog lol..

warm up before after exams XD (also very accurate)

2010-10-23T21:36:00.001-07:00

優雅的天平在燈紅酒綠中微笑轉身，顧盼神采，灑脫如同水中的魚。他們與紅酒，水晶杯，晚禮服，鋼琴曲是那麼的相得益彰，漫不經意的吸引著公眾的眼光……　　幾乎所有人都有這樣一種印象：　　天平座的人善意、可親，愛交朋友。於是大家也由此認為天平是群居生物，必然是害怕獨處，喜歡熱鬧的。但，事實並不是表面看來那樣簡單。　　的確，天平是個和平使者。在公眾場合可以很好地調節氣氛使之均衡。氣氛熱烈時，他們會沉靜的壓住陣腳；氣氛冷凝時，他們會運用不著痕跡的輕鬆幽默化解堅冰。總之他們不會隨波逐流去助長氣氛的冷熱，而是像用天平稱量物品一樣，加減砝碼，使之維持水平狀態。　　而他們在做這種加減的時候，動作是優雅的，態度是和悅的，看起來漫不經心不動聲色。實際上，他們是很有心計的人，儘管眾口難調，也可以找到一種萬全的方式來使全局和諧起來。　　但是這並不是說他們喜歡主宰，只是因為他們看不得失衡，那會使他們如坐針氈。　　因此，儘管慵懶的天平座討厭麻煩，討厭得要命，他們還是會不由自主地擔負起調節的責任。也許正因如此，使得天平在公眾場合從未放鬆過自己。性格使他們承擔了不必要的責任，無可推卸。　　他們不吝惜金錢，卻吝惜自由的時間和安靜的休閒時光。像所有風向星座一樣，他們喜歡自由，喜歡像風一樣誰也捉不住他。　　他們喜歡自在獨立的空間。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他並不喜歡如此，儘管他不會直接說出來。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也許半年也沒有音信，但是只要一見面，你還是他最好的朋友。因為他就是這種交友方式，你拿他怎麼辦？　　"我懶得……"　　這是天平座的口頭語。他們懶得出門，懶得聚會，懶得應酬……所以他們並不是很喜歡參加party。倒是寧願呆在家裡上網，看書，畫畫。他們自身是均衡的，一個人的均衡總比一群人的均衡來的容易。所以他們喜歡獨處。　　通常，天平座的人會給人一見如故的感覺，因為他們有著溫婉的微笑和優雅的舉止。對初次見面的人，天平座往往表現出自己最討人喜歡的一面：善解人意，大方，誠懇，健談。但是這種熱情勁兒不會長久。冷漠何時到來取決於你與他交往的頻率。你越是粘得緊，他就冷得越快。因為他們喜歡"君子之交清淡如水"。不是他們不喜歡同伴，而是他們和人交往更多地關注了對方的情緒，總想著照顧對方心情，不要發生衝突，所以感覺像是在工作一樣，無法真正的放鬆。　　較之對宮白羊座，天平是另一種獨立的個體。白羊是一種外在的獨立，內心是熱的；天平則是表面看似親和力很強，內心卻是任誰也無法融入的。天平的冷靜，連他們自己也覺得驚訝。"我居然如此冷漠！太不可思議了……"他們審視自己的時候，感覺有點陌生。那是因為他們把內心世界掩飾得連自己都騙過了。　　他們控制情緒的能力太強了。最親近的人會感覺到，天平給人不露聲色的隔離感，有時會被埋怨"太冷靜了，我都不知道你在想什麼！"　　可是他們不是故意要隱瞞什麼，只是出於本能。一個連自己都騙過了的人，你還能要求他對你坦白什麼？　　他們不喜歡歇斯底里，不喜歡痛哭失聲，不喜歡安慰別人也不怎麼喜歡被安慰。因為他們懂得，誰也無法真正理解另一個人。　　天平，其實是很獨立的一個星座。他們在霓虹燈影裡微笑，在燈火闌珊處寂寞。他們叫你懂得：孤獨的最高境界是繁華。

waliu very the accurate loh!

2010-10-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

天平座

一边听着爱尔兰另类歌手歌手西尼德.奥康娜演唱的a> perfect> indian，一边看着这篇文章　一一对照自己，感觉确实很准，觉得好象什么都是命运的安排。>> 　　如果你是天秤座的人你肯定会看完它，如果不是，请你听完这> 首歌再走吧^^> 　　

天平座的爱情>> 　　　　天平在爱情方面是一个为别人而活的星座。天平的被动更是让很多天平们错过了自己的真爱。天平不懂得拒绝，天平面对一个自己明明不喜欢的人，只要那人能主动积极一点，那天平是不会拒绝的，因为天平觉得拒绝会伤害你。为了不伤害你，天平只有牺牲自己。或者，天平会为你对他哪怕是一句关心的话而感动，就为了感谢你这句关心的话而和你在一起，因为天平永远都是追求平衡的，他认为你付出了哪怕是一句关心的话他就应该回报你，而不是真的因为爱你才和你在一起。(感动不等于爱)而且天平将'责任'二字看得太重，却又未认识到'责任'的真正精髓所在，以至于用了一种对自己极其残酷的方式给'责任'下着定义。天平不爱对方，却要坚持对对方不离不弃。这是一个力求公平的天平的善良抉择，更是一个近乎愚蠢的抉择。这是天平的悲哀。只能说天平懂得负责任，却真的不理解 '责任'。可是懂得负责也变成了一种错误吗？天平认为责任比爱情重要，却未想过幸福也同样重要。你完全有理由责备天平，但是在你责备天平的同时可曾想过其实最可悲的正是天平。天平的要求真的不高，只是需要有人理解自己而已。但是，谁又能理解天平呢？> 　　　　>>　　　　还有一点，天平在爱情方面> 确实是比较优柔寡断犹豫不决，这点必须承认。但是天平为什么会这样？因为天平想的事很多想的很远，天平觉得如果要爱一个人就要让对方快乐。这里说的'快乐 '包括很多，比如说有没有足够的经济能力来维持平时和你在一起时的花销，能不能让你每天都开心，自己的朋友和父母会接受你吗？你的父母朋友能接受自己吗？甚至可能会想到结婚以后你们孩子的模样漂亮吗？。。。。。等等，还有许多问题！你说天平能不犹豫吗？天平是出了名的12个星座最懒的，如果不是因为爱你天平根本懒的考虑那么多！如果天平一旦确定你就是他深爱的人并且确定了你们的恋爱关系以后，那么这时候天平追求完美的一面就展现出来了。> 　　　　>> 　　　　这时的天平满脑子就是想如何做到最好> 让你觉得自己是世界上最幸福的人。和天平恋爱过的人应该都知道这一点吧，刚和天平恋爱时的感觉简直太完美了，一些只有在电影和小说里面出现的情景会经常出现在你们身上，你会感觉现在的你真的就是世界上最幸福的人。这时的天平只要每天能看到深爱的人开心一笑就算付出在大的代价也愿意！由于刚恋爱时的天平表现的太完美了，以至于对方已经习惯了天平的这种完美表现，这在对方的心理已经是对天平的一种标准，所以天平只要稍稍表现的不够以前好，对方就会不习惯，就会觉得天平不爱她了！可是，这个世界上谁也不可能永远都做的这么好，天平也不能，虽然这时天平依然深爱着对方！对方的抱怨让天平觉得自己很委屈，自己付出了那么多对方却还不满足，还说自己不够好，所以天平就会觉得自己的付出不值得，到最后当然就只剩下分手！> 　　　　>> 　　　　在这里给所有天平朋友一个忠告，细水常流，平平淡淡才是真，> 不可能每一天都是完美的！烟花确实绚烂，但是注定短暂！这里在特别说一下天平男。天平男花心吗？也许吧。但是所谓天平男的花心又和其他人不同，最原则性的不同在于天平男的花心跟爱情本身不关。所谓天平男的花心应该理解为是一种博爱。天平男认为世界上一切事物都是美好的，而女人更是这个美丽世界中的一个个艺术品。所以女人是要用来好好呵护的，与爱无关！这是天平男一种怜香惜玉的本质。这种本质是天平与生俱来的，是根深蒂固的。天平真正意义上爱一个人时是和那种怜香惜玉的爱是有本质上的区别的。天平真正爱上一个人时，天平在心中会把爱人奉为自己的女神，不仅有爱，更多的是一种尊敬甚至崇拜！反过来说，天平面对自己真正深爱的人时内心会有那么一点小小的自卑。这里的自卑不是平时大家所说的因某种缺陷自卑，这种自卑是相对于'完美'二字来说的。大家也许会怀疑，自信又自恋的天平也会自卑？是的，因为天平面对爱人的时候总希望自己做到完美，但是天平不明白完美只是一种传说一种境界，世界上没有人是完美的，天平也不能，所以这时天平就会产生自卑感。要求完美的天平对自己的不完美很不满意，觉得自己配不上心爱的人，所以很多天平宁愿选择放弃(其实天平在对方心目中天平已经很好了，只是当天平深爱一个人时鲜前昱＝羌？。但是放弃不等于不爱。天平对自己深爱的人是一辈子都不会忘的。放弃对天平来说另一种爱，天平会永远把深爱的人深深埋在心里的某个角落默默的为对方祈祷祝福！天平不是因为寂寞才会爱上一个人，天平是因为爱上一个人才寂寞！　　>> 　　　　天平对于自己内心真正的想法很少> 对人倾诉，因为天平深知沉默才能坚强。所以，除了天平自己之外没有人能真正了解天平，除非你来生有幸作为一个天平时用生命来体会一次。。。。。。不管是谁对谁错，一切的过错都由天平背负着，任由人们误会，任由人们无端的指责甚至漫骂，天平只是轻描淡写的一笑而过，在人前永远保持着优雅的微笑。一切是命中注定，无需多言，我们即然是天秤，太懂得去分析事情的轻与重，善与恶，真与假了。所以说对于本身也是一种负罪吧。因为都看透了。对于真不真心，懂的人自然了解，不懂的人也不想再多说，因为我们是天秤，骄傲的天平！传说中有位骑士名叫天平，英俊，迷人，优雅，高贵。。。。。。黑夜中，西风吹过;白马上，骑士仰望星空;手中有剑，心中有爱，骑士正在为他心爱的人祈祷平安幸福！夜，还是那么黑。路，还有那么远。人，还那么寂寞！拍拍身上的灰尘，振作疲惫的精神，抚平疼痛的伤口，远方也许尽是坎坷路，骑士却仍然微笑着上路了---> 虽然心碎了无痕，依旧> 白马啸西风！> 　　　　>> 　　　　关于天平的友情和人际关系:>> 　　　　'朋友'二字对于天平有多重要是一般人不能理解的。这么说吧，天平把友情看的重要。因为天平是一个特别害怕孤独的星座，天平不会享受孤独。每个天平都有轻微的抑郁症，孤独就是诱发天平抑郁症的罪魁祸首！而抑郁症的最大特点就是厌世，这绝不是危言耸听，孤独就是能让天平产生厌世的感觉。天平是活在人群中的人，只有在人群中天平才能找到自我的位置发挥自我的价值。所以天平总是希望自己的朋友多些在多些。对于自己不喜欢的人，天平虽不愿把他当做朋友但还是希望对方能把自己当成朋友，但凡是天平认识的人天平绝不会轻易得罪。为了维持这种和谐的关系，天平不的不圆滑一点虚伪一点，见人说人话见鬼说鬼话。其实天平真的很累的。绝大多数的时候，天平的朋友受到伤害和委屈了，天平总是第一时间出现在朋友旁边安慰和关心朋友，给朋友以最大的鼓励，但是当天平受伤时却很少得到这样的待遇。换句话说，天平的朋友看上去虽然很多，但是知心朋友却很少，能了解天平内心的更始微乎其微。天平对每个朋友都很好，而且都是一样的好，以至于大家都不知道天平对谁是真心真意对谁是虚情假意。天平一生都致力于创造一个自己心目中理想的和谐的美丽新世界，在那个世界中没有明争暗斗，没有尔虞我诈，大家都是好朋友，所有人都互相关心，互相照顾。总之，天平对朋友是最无私的，宁愿天下人负我，我不负天下人是天平对于与朋友关系的最好的一句话概括。如果你有朋友是天平的话，那么你应该感到幸运！

sorry

2010-08-11T03:15:00.000-07:00

i really want to apologize for the previous post i made
i hope the people mentioned in the post did not see it
and i hope if u have seen it
pls forgive me
after the results were announced,when i got home
i felt really down
emo
then felt really unfair
so i wrote that post
which kinda let me release the emotions
then after that
thanks to tian yoon
and siow hoe
they led me to think the right way
so, i am ok now
really hope u would forgive me for being such a sucker
^^
happy working together in future!!

PMO concert!! pls support!!

2010-06-05T03:16:00.000-07:00

this time, u will see our pmo try out a new kind of song, that is modern type songs and will totally rock ur night!! pls come!!

haih...

2010-05-27T18:16:00.000-07:00

i am such a useless guy..
wth...
seems that i cant choose what i want in life..
i cant make my decision..
i wanna live in the city of ashes story...where i can be a werewolf or something and have something else to worry about other than results..damn..

disappointing

2010-03-24T03:47:00.000-07:00

ahaiyoh....
life is really disappointing...
1st, its my exam results
then, its my erhu practise
lets talk bout exam results

my chinese
first time i get soooo low man!!!!
DIU!!!
45 mraks!!!
can I believe it??
NO!!!
last year, i got 80++
now, what is this?? 50% discount??
i don;'t need a big discount on my marks!!!
eeesh.....
and my science subjects, no eye to see
all borderline marks
near fail that kind...
haih....
shows that i never study enough?
but i did!!
i know how to do all of them
but, i just didn't have enough time to finish the paper and check
argh....
next term, i will make sure i never get 60 + already
i mUST get 70+

then, my erhu kicks in..
just had my lesson with teacher
was so confident of myself before he came
then he said, ok, now play lian gong practise
then, i played
then after less than half the practise, he said, stop
then, its gg.com
prepare myself to listen to his lecture for 1 hour
haih
what to do
i so stupid
and do as i like
end up i wasted 3 weeks time
on this fucking practise and still have no improvement
haiyoh!!!!
now, i think i will be an erhu maniac till i get over this stupid process
that takes up a fucking lot of time
and is sooo boring
and makes me sleepy
and is so hard to do
and makes my hand tired
and is essential for my future improvement!

shit la, 4 lessons of erhu is worth RM 220 man,
so its 3 lessons on this stupid thing
220/4=55
55x3=165
i have already wasted RM 165 on this...
i am sooo NOT willing to waste another 55 ringgit on this...
i WILL practise
i don't care bout stupid school homework!!!
i WILL DO IT!!!!

and btw, 2morrow not free AGAIN
wasting time haih....
sometimes i wished i could duplicate myself
form a basketball team,
form a chinese orchestra,
form a study group,
all me!!

IMPOSSIBLE i know.......
haih...
nowadays no mood to blog...
the trolak trip was quite fun
the most memorable thing was that i carried ruey ping on my back
for all the station games
and everytime i reach a station
its so hard to get her down beacuse of the ropes....
oh yeah!!
i remembered another thing..
my guardian angel
the first time i felt so touched by a person in hua yue(except chun hoe)
she brought me drinks, food and made me bloated...
so syok
gtg now, bye~!

personality test results damn chun!!

2010-02-24T01:28:00.000-08:00

Dear Choo Hao Jian, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Other people find you very interesting
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But you are really hiding your true self
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Your friends love you because you are a good listener
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Everything to keep your love true
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that pe
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You like to flirt
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Behave seductively
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The opposite sex finds this very attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of t
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You need to choose something
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Go for it to be happy
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Achieve success
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Nothing will stop you from trying
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Independence is important to you

For Choo Hao Jian that was born on 26 September, below are the personality analysis result:
You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily. Your day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go for person that's trustworthy.
Main Personalities:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are mysterious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Never selfish
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Get interested in things easily
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my erhu pics

2010-02-03T03:10:00.000-08:00

my erhu de hurt bow....T.T

still with the beautiful yet hurt bow and the box nearby

the snakeskin and lousy cloth hahaXD

the beautiful carvings

the carvings on the other side

the name of the maker of the erhu and my name XD

erhu de new blanket!!!!

The End

hmm, what should i say.....

2010-02-03T02:49:00.000-08:00

still thinking....
ok, first is grats...
congrats to ning hui for getting 1st in caligraphy competition!!
congrats to kwee yew for getting 1st in caligraphy competition!!
congrats to myself for practising more than 100 times in a week the practise 1!!
congrats to myself for finishing all my homework needed to pass up today.
haha....jie1 da4 huan1 xi3

but the sad news is,
i haven start doing revision leh......
how???
ppl chun hoe when i sleeping in hua yue room keep waking me up
with his argument of chromosomes and chromatin
and i still sleeping away....
=.=
but lazy leh
and homework also cannot finish
erhu and piano still cannot balance...
(i found out that to practise instruments, u must use up any free time first,
then force urself to make time for hw, which includes sleeping late)

hmmm......now what....
i starting to feel like hitting bio teacher till she resign man...
so suckish
her notes ah, is like so basic, ppl use 10 pages for chapter 1 she use only 4 or 5
wtf....
but nvm lah...
like that i got less homework
then i can study using reference books
Zzzzzzzzz
physics teacher ask us to buy same book as the 1 i bought for myself
damn la...
now have to search another book le...

oh yea, my performance is next week leh
monday
going there in the afternoon...maybe not going for hua yue for once
lol....
teacher and zuo hao sure going to miss me
their miss=lian3 chou4 chou4/ lian3 hei1 hei1/ scold gaohu group
lol, joking la...
but really hope shun ting, ee-shuen, and hong jian never kena too gou li
or else, haiz....
my performance is at 12th kediaman for Universiti Malaya de dewan
on next monday, 8th of february
so all who interested pls come XD
lol, parents coming to support wei....
kan cheong.....
i rather they not support sometimes....
sometimes they just make things worse for me...
but they are my parents, what to do...
they bought me my gf anyway.....

oh yea!! speaking of my gf!!
she has a new blanket d!!! haha!!
mum asked the taylor to make the blanket!!
so nice...
attention: gf = erhu
lol....
wish i had a real gf de...haha....

logging off d....
bye blog..

very funny, some are true too..

2010-02-03T00:16:00.000-08:00

男生有了女朋友后的20个惨状‏
一、没认识你之前我拿奖学金，认识你之后我差点补考。
二、我忍着让别人笑话的耻辱给你洗衣服。
三、一个苹果，都给你吃。两个苹果，我把大的给你吃。
四、同吃一条鱼，我让你吃鱼肉，我自己吃鱼头。
五、你这么难看，我还说你漂亮。我这么帅，你还说我难看。
六、出去玩都是我花钱，回来我只能吃萝卜（你省下钱当然可以自己吃鱼翅了）。
七、认识你之前我没交过女朋友。认识我之前你交了两个男朋友。
八、你生气时，我让你当出气筒。我生气时，我把自己当出气筒。
九、你想吻我的时候就可以吻我。我想吻你的时候还要经过你同意。
十、你经常打我，我从来没有打过你。
十一、有一次你问我如果你爱上别的男人了我会怎样，我说我要杀了那个男的。我又问你如果我爱上了别的女人了你会怎样，你说你要阉了我。
十二、我买了200块的衣服给你，骗你才50块。你买了30块的手表给我，骗我要300块。
十三、我把你的耳机用坏了，我买新的赔你。你把我的自行车丢了，连句对不起也没说。
十四、你生病一次，我要瘦两斤。我生病一次，你反而胖两斤（你来寝室陪我，吃光了我所有的零食。）
十五、我没嫌你矮，你却嫌我高。
十六、你来我家，我睡沙发。我去你家，还是我睡沙发。
十七、那次去看露天演唱会，你骑在我头上看得津津有味，我被你压在下面在人群中流泪。
十八、我家的狗生了，我把最好看的一条送给你。你却把你养得快要死掉的金鱼送给我，害我才养两天就得给它们送终。

十九、我给你洗了N次的袜子，从未给你丢过一只。你只在我生病的时候给我洗了两双袜子，就各丢一只。

二十、我陪你去买东西时我主动帮你提东西，你却从来没问过要不要帮我提东西。

new post for my blog readers

2010-01-29T07:57:00.000-08:00

erm, these days quite saddening
i got scolded by my erhu teacher
then the ying xin hui was a bit disappointing
then cannot plan my time properly

but now,
i can le!!
and even have time to do 20 repetitions for lian xi 1
yay!!!
haiz....

had a nice lengthy chat with ning hui
so feeling happy now.
^^
even introduced her to shu rui, my new kai mui
and pooi ling...
gou li....
shu rui was like diam-diam the whole chat
with only haha and ^^

and pooi ling very talkative
so she quite like it
haha
^^

today zuo hao fetch me to 1 utama
then he accidentally hit the divider
then tyre puncture
then i helped him to change tyre
so kelian him
sumore need to kena rain.
and need to perform
from 7-9..
haiz....
bye, gtg!!!

但愿人长久

2010-01-18T01:08:00.000-08:00

明月几时有,
把酒问青天,
不知天上宫阙,
今夕是何年,

我与成风归去,
有空琼楼玉宇,
高处不胜寒,
齐舞弄请影,

何似在人间,
专朱阁,
低奇户,
照无眠,
不应有很,
可是长向别时圆,

人有悲欢离合,
月有阴晴圆缺,
此事故难全,
但人愿长久,
千里共嬋娟.

wtf?? in 2 days time, i lost a cousin??

2010-01-18T00:20:00.001-08:00

sooo sad la...
my ah zhang ge ge is dead....
haiz....
should have interacted with him more before he died...
now i understand why we should be filial to our parents no matter what the circumstance
i regretted i didn't play more basketball with him
i regretted i din talk more with him
haiz....
i din even see him last year december
just becos i went late to penang cos of preparation of od
haiz......
going to go penang tonite to see his body
how bad does that sound!!!
last time i saw him was in june i think
and i din even talk much to him
haiz.....

to those who dun know what happen, here it is
my cousin was going for dragon boat practise
then they went out with a few coaches
to the sea, bout 500 metres from the floating point i think
then they start pracising for the competition in june
once they were finished, someone suggested to go for 1 more lap
they all agreed
then in process, they met huge waves
which steered them towards a huge cargo ship
and they hit it
overturning the boat, forcing them to plunge into the sea
they thought it was only swimming, what to fear??
just swim and turn the boat around
but they din have life jackets on
once they plunged into the sea, they were sucked in by a tremendous force
an underwater current
which led them below the sea, offering no oxygen
and for your info, every metre u go down in water, the pressure goes a looot higher
so i guess that took the breath out of them
and the water current doesn't stop there
it takes them on a tour under the sea
and after they are done after maybe a few minutes, they are lost and dead
haiz
leaving my aunt crying her heart out on dry land
waiting for the return of her beloved son
but alas! he never came back
the second day, they found him
cold and dead...

haiz.....tragic accident
this incident teaches us that, no matter how good you are at swimming, u must wear
a life jacket when u go to the sea
now, the feeling of missing someone
is replaced by a pang of sadness
i dun know why, maybe i not close enough with ah zhang ge ge
but i cant seem to cry
but the whole day, i keep thinking about him
what he did for me
what he willingly gave me
his style, his jokes...
etc....
i will miss you forever,
Goh Yi Zhang... Rest In Peace
hope you will get a better life when u come to earth next time in a different body
i will remember you forever!!
T.T

i miss you!!!

2010-01-16T08:02:00.000-08:00

I miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you!!!

damn it, i miss you!!! how can i see you again??
i hate this feeling man....
its killing me

2nd week passed....

2010-01-16T07:28:00.000-08:00

i am here blogging
with unwritten essays, unfinished experiment reports, unfinished maths questions
all waiting for me to finish
but, i still remain loyal to my blog
for a special reason
unique, but crazy....
time now, 23.33
hmmm, what should i write about
ok la.
write about gerko day
on that day
i woke up quite early
then ate breakfast, got the aluminium rods i used for installation
and was finding the cables i used to tie them together on that day
I COULDN'T FIND IT??!!!
then my father told me finished d
=.=
then he gave me badminton string???
its soooo thin....
just stashed it into my bag and got on my way to school
hoping that i would find something i could use to tie the rods to at the stall
i was finding things till i almost late...

my first period was PJPK
so i went to change and go
while the yee wei and her team were preparing in hua yue ting
so i went carefreely to PJPK
mr lim asked us to run 5 rounds of the perimeter of the padang
then b4 we even started, my junior asked me to go back to set up the aluminium rods
i din care, then ran 5 rounds and asked teacher to excuse me
then i went to the stall in the hall
they already set up the thing d....
=.=
purely using salophane tape ==
zadou!!!!
beh tahan, i go take it down, adjust the thing, then put it higher
then turns our our store was the highest!!!
but the decorations wasn't quite nice.... in my opinion...
but kelian others la, cos they tried to learn from us but failed
and choir even finish using our tape but STILL FAIL
wasting the tape, not eco friendly
shud have helped them so i could save our tape
we had 103 ppl write their names on our paper
dun know how many will turn up....
:(
hope our ying xin hui will be a success....

found this while searching for scores

2010-01-06T03:50:00.000-08:00

长相思
作者: 李白
　
长相思，在长安。
络纬秋啼金井阑，微霜凄凄簟色寒。
孤灯不明思欲绝，卷帷望月空长叹。
美人如花隔云端，上有青冥之高天，
下有渌水之波澜。天长地远魂飞苦，
梦魂不到关山难。长相思，摧心肝。　

日色欲尽花含烟，月明欲素愁不眠。
赵瑟初停凤凰柱，蜀琴欲奏鸳鸯弦。
此曲有意无人传，愿随春风寄燕然。
忆君迢迢隔青天，
昔日横波目，今作流泪泉。
不信妾断肠，归来看取明镜前。　

【按】乐府《杂曲歌辞》旧题　　【络纬】虫名，纺织娘　　【簟】竹席　　【渌】水色清澈

i have decided...

2010-01-06T03:14:00.000-08:00

i have decided to accept...
called chee han's sister...
now, i have 4 choices again
haiz, i hate making choices.....
now, still waiting to see what chee han sis say
see whether can put popular songs or not
cos classical sad songs in erhu is REALLY HARD
if u not pro enuf, really will make it sound not sad....
scared of that...
now....
choice A: 长想思 (erhu classical, talks about a guy missing his lover at night. i think)
choice B:女人花 (an old love song which our parents might know, but sounds nice and
wun sound too bad)
choice C:菊花台by Jay Chou
choice D:心跳 by Lee Hom (yee wei's suggestion)

if chee han's sis says no popular songs, i might have to take away choice C and D
but overall, i like A and B.......
i can get a bit of the feeling in A (XD)
feel the loss of a lover haha...
but B will be a tad harder
with all the tiao ba
and the gentle feeling of girls...i think..
haiz...
today tio meh by mum
cos i waited for her and she waited for me
while we are at the same place...
lol
din see her car also...
wait dao almost dead cos of the stupid hot sun...
and called mum twice but her stupid SE W705 din ring AT ALL!!!
walao...really bu shuang...
and stupid me din memorise her second phone num
haiz...
and yesterday mr goey again
he said go his tuition his get INFOTAINMENT wor
INFORMATION + ENTERTAINMENT= INFOTAINMENT!!!
zzzzzzzz
and then his usual lousy english
could u understand?? could u understand??
and ilmu become LLLmu
LOL
really a good teacher
but my seniors say after Form 3 his tuition is waste of time and money
haiz.....
so tired now...
but still, off to practise erhu
cos i got stuck to the comp and din practise again....
haiz...

2nd day

2010-01-05T00:35:00.000-08:00

i cant believe i am blogging on the 2nd day in school
but
here i am......
wasting my time
on blogging

today
pn chan came in and ask us to pass up stuff
then she change the place
just when i thought she was finished
she turned to me and said
u, too tall d, change with her
i was like, woohoo!!!
no need to smell chalk so much anymore
cos 2nd seat
and now sit with jia vei
she was awfully quiet
tell her jokes she like, hehe then turn away d....
==
maybe its cos i am male??
-.-( her face when she sees this)

then today finally got homework
and i enjoy the fact that i only have 1 tuition
hehe
maybe today going for mr goey
so gonna go practise erhu soon
today yee wei walked to lrt with hsieh ming gang
making the two of them so noisy
cannot tahan...
haiz
maybe i am a wierdo, but i really think they are quite annoying.....
chao!!

my pic of the day ^^

2010-01-04T02:13:00.001-08:00

the new stylish way of carrying ur textbooks home

first day of school 2010

2010-01-04T00:43:00.000-08:00

i thought this year de start would be nice
but turns out bad
first is that i dun know many ppl in this class
second, i got there late in the morning and all the nice seats at tghe back were taken
all cos i got on a long detour
waliu
i really cant believe i am in 4S1
but, it totally sucks
cos i think it sucks? haha

my form teacher is quite ok, but i gonna die in chemistry for her
cos her english is only moderately understandable
zzzzzzzz
why man........
then our kt is chak soon
then pkt julia
then others dun care

then after that we go take the books cos we are guys
then take dao so tired
cos keep taking and going upstairs downstairs and up
and its almost 35 textbooks per trip man
hands like gonna break off
then afterward i found out i got a super boring teacher
or u can say his voice makes u dream off
lol
reminds me of last year manap
slept in his class

then after school, i went to get some reference books from my drawer in hua yue
cos my senior wai yeen left me books there
and that added to my load of books
that made my hands want to drop off once i reach lrt
carrying that whole mountain of books to taman jaya
wasn't easy
damn man
far dao......
maybe it was just that i helped to carry books in the morning so afternoon even tired....
lol
reasons and more reasons to hide the truth
that i am a weakling!!!

then reached home at 3 something
ate a big meal of rice
and took a pic( next post)
and start blogging
suddenly, chee han's sister called
said wanted me to go for a solo performance
i din reject, but i din accept
dun know what to do
and need to play sad songs
i dun know if i can play or not man....
someone pls....
advice me...
whether i should take up or not....
but its gonna be hard training
BUT GOT PAY WEI!!!!
MONEY TO BUY NEW HANDPHONE!!!!
but i know the money is not much de....
i need to thank chee han a lot for recommending me i think
but, am i up to it??
and what song should i choose??
will it be too hard a task for me??
OMG........
what to do??? what to do?? what to do??
reject or accept??everyone pls tell me what u think i should do....

sien-ing at home

2009-12-28T00:46:00.000-08:00

haiz
i woke up too late today
so i decided not to go hua yue
and practise myself at home

my sickness had been cured on the 5th day
and i went to conquer penang hill right after
and my every breath sounded so heavy
but my legs were willing to take me much further
so i took deeeeep breaths....
and coughed..
==
damn
cant breath deep now
once breath sure cough
gg loh!!
this is soooo bad
my dad even say me uncle
old liao
i will prove him wrong

my sis bought a new bag in penang and new uniforms near gama
and now i am back in kl
with a cartonful of books to read
loads of scores to memorise
and a busy day coming

ORIENTATION DAY IS COMING!!! HAVE I GOT WHAT IT TAKES?
HAVE WE, PMO GOT WHAT IT TAKES?
WILL WE GET SUFFICIENT JUNIORS NXT YEAR?
all a big question mark
hope this years OD will be a success
or else, i will kena...
damn
lian foong haven start doing stuff for ying xin hui
should i help him?
but he seems so free...
i thought ying xin hui got lots of stuff to do......
or he expects me to help?
argh!!

2010 is coming
science class
haiz
and next year concert!!
noooo!!!!!
hope i can cope with it next year

P.S.: wu shu and colours of the wind is so hard in gao hu!!!
shit la....especially colours of the wind
wu shu speed so fast
and i still need to practise erhu
argh!
bye~!

my 67th post

2009-12-24T00:13:00.000-08:00

i have to tell u all good news....and bad news...
which 1 first?
lets start with bad..
i am sick!!!
damn la
when i had influenza A, i was only sick for 1 day
but now,
i am still sick even afterthe 3rd day passing
so influenza A i not the most fearsome disease
haha
i cant even practise erhu and gaohu
and orientation day is coming...
argh
my performance sux
ppl start memorising and i not yet gao dim all songs
argh, pls, let my talent help me through this!!!
and i even dun know what the orientation day ppl are doing
still mong cha cha, blur-blur
maybe cos the flu medicine makes me drowsy...

now to the good news...
i got 8 A's for PMR
exciting?
yeah!!
now i have the appetite to eat roast turkey 2morrow night!!
cos 2morrows christmas!!
i saw a banner in a shop while going to school today
it said, christmas starts with christ
nice rhyme
hmm, theres nothing much to say now
going to penang 2night
so, got to say bye!!
oh yea, need to grief for my 2 good friends i my class
Chan Chee Choong and Yong Xian An
they were my best friends in class
taught me a loot
but in the end, got ccc got 7, xian an got 6
haiz
i feel so bad
cos we were good buddies, but only i got 8, then didn't
feel so guilty
tired le
gtg readers!!
sayounara!!

my first video

2009-12-21T17:43:00.000-08:00

trip to china

2009-12-20T20:02:00.000-08:00

First day
went to klia damn early
then siened there with qian xi
then see many ppl come
then boarded the aeroplane with qian xi and eddie

reached guangzhou
went to walking street as they call it in chinese
then recognised a bunch of guys as we walked together
all nice guys, talkative
then we took a pic of us eating pork burger in mcd
and then saw a stall selling insects and bugs as food
ate many nice things there
and felt the heat of the crowd of ppl there

backed to the aeroplane, flew to xiamen
got on the bus to ji mei university
reached there, then got the restaurant serve us kang shi fu instant noodles
syok dao'
best instant noodles i ever ate
i even ate 2 servings
then got my room number 307
the best thing bout the hotel is that they have clothes washing service free!!!

2nd day
we woke up to eat a salty breakfast at the canteen
but its very filling
got fried rice, porridge, you tiao, and cakes
but in the end, i ended up eating fried rice every morning
but the fried rice also damn salty
then we proceded to learn caligraphy, wushu, chinese painting and paper cutting
quite nice la
got to know more and more friends thru these activities
some nice, and some not
my room mate sing geap quite girlish de
everything about him is so.....
let me share his common language
oh my gawwd, wo de tian ah, speechless liao loh .......
he really made us laugh our asses off
aside from these, we went to a lot of places
check out the photos in facebook when i am done uploading

in the middle of the trip, some ppl got sick
so got 1 day trip to shopping mall cancelled
thats all i got to say bout the tripoh ya, and i gained 3 kg fats
due to excessive eating during the trip
hehe
bye readers

tagged again

2009-12-20T19:41:00.000-08:00

Tagged by wen fang( i hate doing tags).
(A) Which one do you prefer ?(my choise is the words in italian)
1. Alcohol / Mineral Water
2. Blue / Pink
3. Hot Guys / Cool Guys
4. Good Looks / Brains
5. Taylor Swift / Taylor Lautner (neither, cuz i don't reli like western singers. >.<)
6. Friends / Lovers
7. "Baby" / "Honey"Can't answer the questions below cuz.......i'm not a boy!!

(B) Which type of guy are you ?
1. Alcoholic / Non-Alcoholic
2. Good / Bad- middle kind
3. Brave / Cute-gua?
4. Tall / Short
5. T-Shirt / Suit
6. Coat / Leather Jacket
7. Sunnies / Spectacles
8. Caring / Rich
9. Kisses / Hugs
10. Romantic ? -according to my horoscope i am supposed to be

(C) Which type of girl are you ?
1. Cute / Pretty
2. Sweet / Caring
3. Sports / "Princess Candle"
4. Surprises ?
5. Smile / Frown
6. Love Quotes / Love Poems
7. Computer Geek / Study Nerd
8. SMS / MSN
9. Forever / Just For Fun
10. Hang out with Friends / Couple Date

(D) What are your daily activities ?
1. After Breakfast : school
2. Before School : sleeping in dads car
3. During School : playing and listening and doing homework
4. After School : erhu, piano, homework books sports
5. Night : tv
6. Midnight : sleep la unless holiday or emo
7. Holidays : hehe, game time!!

(E) Who are the lucky people who got tagged ?
1. chun hoe
2. qian xi
3. mon yun
4. ning hui
5. yee wei
6. wern yean
7. shze xian
8. shern wen
9. pooi ling
10. wai yeen

1) What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you ?
i would reject
2) Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks to ?
but shes my kai jie wor
3) Is 7 single ?
yeah
4) Describle 1 in a word.
too good a friend
5) Will you date 8 ?
once in a blue moon or when i become siao
6) What is 2's nickname ?
dun know
7) What do you wish to tell 10 right now ?
thanks for being my senior and pal
8) What is 5 good at ?
crazying
9) If you were to do one thing to 4, what would it be ?
bring her on a tour of kl, then make her tour me around penang
10) Have you ever seen 1 cry ?
i think yes ah
11) Is 2 crazy or geeky ?
none of the above
12) Will you hold 7's hand and walk around ?
yeah, if doing that would bring me money
13) What do you think about 6 ?
so white!!
14) Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park ?
maybe if that condition is going to continue forever
15) Is 8 a sweet person ?
quite
16) What is 9's hobby ?
dunno wor
17) Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant ?
maybe if i am sponsored
18) Is 5 fitted to be a maid ?
no
19) When it starts raining, will you share your umbrella with 4 ?
sure!! damn, this question so random
20) Where would you go with 6 on a date ?
ah.....maybe movies?

2009-12-20T18:38:00.000-08:00

Tagged by : wen fang
1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
duh
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
(ning hui) hmm, i am not western girl, why shud my last name change?
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
quite
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
chee choong. he said he get more than 5 a's belanja me chao gei
5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
a shirt from my mum
6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?
listen to music and play basketball or run my heart out
7. What are you excited for?
for making so many new friends in the china trip
8. What were you doing yesterday?
play badminton, go gym, swimming, sleep, listen to my new cd, fix my spectacles sleep
9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
my mum a loong time ago
10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
tea
11. Have a best friend?
of course...
12. Are you scared to fall in love?
quite
13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
why not? teenagers aso have feelings de ok?
14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
some guy from china camp
15. What time is it right this second?
11.06 a.m
16. What do you want right now?
a se w305 or 595 and a new camera and to take away my fats from my tummy
17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
i guess from china trip de..forgot liao
18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
confused
19. When was the last time you cried?
hmm...when i was scolded by my mum harshly, maybe half a year ago
20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
quite good with dad and mum too, so, still ok
21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
no, i trust people easily.
22. How fast does your mind change?
duno, ask my brain. quite fast de
23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Yea
24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
i can
25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
depends on cheating on what
26. Tell me what's on your mind.
i wanna upload photos to fb
27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
busy busy and busy...orientation day, school reopen, newbies day and lots of concert practise
28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
i think i did try on a mini skirt b4
29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
i think is the day before yesterday
30. When is your next road trip?
i have no idea.
31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yes, and many too
32. How's your heartworking?
not good, its not as healthy as b4 china
33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
often
34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
maybe
35. What are you planning on doing after this?
blog on china
36. When will your next kiss take place?
when i meet the right girl
37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
No...
38. Who do you not get along with?
a guy from my school
39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
haha but penang internet fast like xiao
40. What are you wearing right now?
a singlet and fake billabong pants
41.Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
huh? wasting time? how can it be wasting time if its someone u like?
42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
today morning de mcd burger got
43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
hmm, that would be jack and hermione
44. How did you feel when you woke up?
damn!! i wanted to run a couple of rounds in the taman bfore my mum woke up
45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
nah, cos already texting ppl
46. Do you crack your knuckles?
sometimes when sien
47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
hit aeroplane? haha joking la, erm, chat on msn with china trip ppl
48. What are your LEGAL initials?
what are legal initials?
49. Who's the first B in your contacts?Brandon hon
50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
when i was eating in china with crazy friends
51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
no, i stalk them, then assasinate them if they dun come back haha
52. Last awkward moment?
don't know...
53. Are you afraid of the dark?
nah, i am scared of the light
54. Do you have good vision?
no... the reason i need specs
55. Have you ever tripped someone?
of course
56. Have you ever slapped someone?
erm, forgot
57. Are you Irish?
i'm Asian
58. Do you use chap stick?CHAP stick or CHOP stick?
59. Do you have any scars?Yea, my hand
60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
dun think so, i am so kind
61. Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
or else? cry?
62. Name the last person to text you?
why again text question? ning hui
63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
seriously, 1 year older is a lot to me already..
64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
duh? or else do plastic surgery loh
65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
i keep changing
66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
see la, some jokes are not meant for me
67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
kiss my going-to-be wife before she wakes up?
68. Do you fall for people easily?
hmm, i think i dun quite understand this
69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yes, 3 girls from the china trip, i know i am lucky lol
70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
nope
71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
often
72. Song you're thinking of right now?
butterfly lovers
73. Want someone back in your life?
my great grandparents
74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
yeah cos i going to watch avatar with xian an
75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
White with black words
76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
no...i think got, when i became examiner in hua yue?
No77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
depends whether its serious or not
78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
dun think so cos i dun like people knowing so much
79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness is forced?
i'm a naturally happy person!!
80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
yes!! secret...
Tags : all who read my blog

before i go china

2009-12-04T03:50:00.000-08:00

haha b4 go china only post, damn funny
erm, many things happened
erm, i became an examiner for the first and maybe last time of my life!!
quite fun, but boring
during intervals between candidates i was singing and dancing in the exam room
called hua yue shi
cos got radio haha
and sing the old way, imitating women voice
quite syok

and, i got to know that le lynn also got go
and she is bringing her sister!
coooooool
i am so excited!!! my 2nd time on plane man!!!

NEXT!!!
i become examiner for guan mo hui also
no surprise, except that hong jian managed to make someone cry
cool

been controlling my sms lately
and playing dota with chee han and timmeng and dd
and replaying maplestory cos got koc and aran new job class!!
most importantly, i have been playing.........................POKEMON PLATINUM!!!!
and i choose........chimchar!!!
haha

well gtg....
P.S: to all hua yue ppl, a good advice is to nvr couple with hua yue ppl. u will regret it
sooner or later..wanna try go ahead!!
i dunno what game to play now.....
my kai jie bu shuang cos she din feel that i miss her(but actually everytime she nvr come
i like missing sumthing
i miss the chance to see mpo concert cos of the china trip...haiz....

first post after pmr

2009-11-02T02:10:00.000-08:00

ahem ahem
selepas pertimbangan yang wajar, saya choo hao jian telah membuat sesuatu keputusan yang
SANGAT-SANGAT PENTING
iaitu untuk meneruskan penulisan yang tersohor di seluruh dunia saya
saya amat berbangga kerana dapat meneruskan ussaha saya ini kerana
ini adalah di bawah dorongan ddan paksaan kawan babi dan anjing saya(zhu peng gou you)
dan junior dan senior saya di PMO

ohaiyogozaimasu
limpe sekarang bermula
jangan muntah dulu
kami akan balik selepas iklan ini...

okok, lets talk bout....
after pmr
seriously, i love it
omg, shuang dao
better than upsr
and study less than upsr!!!
seriously
i'm loving it

tambahan pula, i become pengerusi for orientation day
until now, we only have 1.5 meetings held
and 1st meeting, president tidak hadir, due to his stupidness
and pigness
(he had to go to phsychology seminar lol)
meeting 1.5, he gave a lot of pressure to his ketuas
namely jia ying and yee wei
hopefully they still can function
and hope chun hoe wun kill me for torturing yee wei

ok...
this thing i wanna say a loooooooot
basketball competition
OMG damnit
first day, i was holding high hopes we could win
at least 1 match
then we happy d
and i found out that we were facing team FIRST TIME
oh yeah
their team name said d
play ball for first time, how to win
but they still gave us some competition
score was 12-16
we won
u can say i helped score those extra 2 balls
and lead my team to victory
nxt match
even better
forgot what team liao
but i dun recognise la
erm, score was 11-22
till end i thought we won by 2 points
cos we like score here and there and lose a loot of points
turned ot i was too worried
we won by 11 points
that night i couldn't sleep
too shuang
then at 11 something
gan zhang called
then he told me jonathan maybe not coming
and if coming he coming for 2nd match only
i was wtf-ing
his reason was leg cramp and dizzy
so i had to find a substitute
in case rennie din come
i called everyone i knew could play on the phone book
no one wanted to
haiz....
dun care, i pray to sleeping god( the pig god) that tomorrow rennie got come

2nd day, rennie really GOT COME!!!!
i so happy i wanted to hug him
haiz, i stupig lo..nvr put him as player, put as sub
actually he one of my teams 3rd top scorer
haiz
jonathan really din come
and then we lost to lizhong's 1short4tall team score:(2-32)
yi jia's domockey team, (9-17)
jian pangs spongebob suarepants team (forgot) and
en de's ali baba food team(also forgot)
but at least we played our asses off
then
last game qian xi offered to help me but i refused
haiz
when i wanted to shoot a 3pointer
qi le used his elbow to hit me on the mouth
and now i have to suffer a whole ******* week of mouth ulcer
and coincidence this week i eat crab 2 ******* times
argh
cannot enjoy any food now
grrrr....
worse thing was
after i came back home, my friend call me to ask why i nvr go tuition
omg
i forgot ttc class
nvm....then he said he saw jonathan at ttc
OMFG
and then he said he ask his friend and they say he and they all go ct to chao gei in morning
arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@#$%^&*
he could give up the chance to play basketball competition to go chao gei
argh
kampung boy ah
nvr play computer before ar
seriously if he came, i could have got into quarter finals
and maybe even semi
haiz
suan liao
at least someone came to see me shoot haha.....

oh, one more ting
i got the news that le lynn going on the same trip to china as me
woohoo
but she bringing her sister.....
and then chun hoe all become 8 all over again
haha
and i tried to ask le lynn to unblock me @msn
she.......STILL REFUSED!!!!
haiz, dunno what girls are thinking
say me 8 sumore....

hmm, oh yeah
today i had my first lesson with erhu teacher
yes!!!
my dream since form 2
finally come true
but my mum said only 1 year...T>T
nvm, i will pursuade her to let me continue
teacher taught me how to hold the erhu and play single notes while breathing in and out
like learning qi gong
i learned a loot in just 1 hour
thx to him haha
and he helped me "repair" my ma zi
and free a set of strings
haha shuang...
and he said he lived in maluri when he was small
cool, thats like sooo close to me
sadly he moved

erm...the phsychology workshop was quite nice as chun hoe's blog wrote
i was group a
dove
jia ying too
ee-shuen too
lian foong too
bla bla bla

nowadays i seem to see ppl more closely
its seems that jia ying has her more feminine side which is a loot nicer
and, shze xian is so white
and i am soo leng zai( haha)
and chun hoe, nothing i noticed haha

erm, i feel the responsibilities of a erhu group leader coming right now
haiz.....
my target of every junior reaching my standard is only until 10 % complete
and after more lessons with teacher, i think even less
omg...i must fulfill my promise
and 80% attendance!!!!
yes!!! we reaching d
(cos many members fired haha)
and nxt week is graduation ceremony
haiz

oh ya
these days i keep going to sunway dunno why
either play ball or cinema
shuang
but my mum bu shuang
so gonna start work soon
and earn money to buy a new handphone
ganbateh!!!

lol

2009-09-26T03:56:00.000-07:00

THE BOYFRIEND
AND GIRLFRIEND TEST ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~This is no joke. It works (from experience). DO NOT just delete this. DO WHAT IT SAYS!!!! FOR YOUR OWN LOVE LIFE'S SAKE!!! Read this now or forever hold your peace. This is not just your ordinary chain letter. Every person you send it to, brings you more good luck. If you send it to no one, it will cause someone you like to hate you. If you send it to 1 person, your next relationship will have lots of fun times. If you send it to 2 people, you will get a secret admirer. If you send it to 3 people, you'll get a date for the next school dance. If you send it to 4 people, you'll meet the person of your dreams. If you send it to 5 people, the guy or girl you met of your dreams will ask for your phone number. If you send it to 8 people, your next relationship will be everlasting. If you send it to 13 people, your boyfriend or girlfriend, will become totally faithful to you. If you send it to 15 people, the person you have been crushing on for a very long time, will ask you out. If you send it to 18 people, your date for the next dance will ask you out. If you send it to 20 people, you'll make out with your crush at a party.. If it can do that much sending it to 20 people, imagine what it will do if you send it to more. The consequences: If you do not send this letter to anybody, your life will be a living hell. You have 5 days to send this letter to at least 1 person. You can send this to as many people as you want to. I am warning you...do not just delete this letter. It is a new chain letter and we would like it to get sent around as quick as possible. I refused to send it to many people when I first made it in June of 1995, because I didn't believe it would work. I sent it to 38 people, then I got the best boyfriend that I could ever have. Romantic, Popular, or Brainy?
WHICH ARE YOU? PEEPS! THIS IS THE ULTIMATE TEST! GRAB A PIECE OF PAPER AND A PEN AND NUMBER IT 1 - 10! HERE'S THE TEST! 1. Pick your favorite color out of the following: Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Purple 2. Pick your favorite animal out of the following: Cat Dog Fish Snake Parrot Mouse 3. Pick your desired honeymoon spot: Hawaii New York East Africa Spain Montana 4. Pick your favorite instrument: Violin Piano Electric Guitar Drums 5. Pick your favorite soft drink: Dr. Pepper <>Sprite Coca Cola, Pepsi, Mountain Dew. 6. Name A. Person Of The Opposite Sex... 7. Name A. Person Of The Same Sex... 8. The Time Now... 9. Your Age 10. You don't have to write it down, but make a WISH and then scroll down! ** * *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ************* ************** *************** **************** ***************** ****************** ******************* ******************** ********************* ********************** ********************* ******************** ******************* ****************** ***************** **************** *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** * ** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ************* ************** *************** **************** ***************** ****************** ******************* ******************** ********************* ********************** ********************* ******************** ******************* ****************** ***************** **************** *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ************* ************** *************** **************** ***************** ****************** ******************* ******************** ********************* ********************** ********************* ******************** ******************* ****************** ***************** **************** *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ************* ************** *************** **************** ***************** ****************** ******************* ******************** ********************* ********************** ********************* ******************** ******************* ****************** ***************** **************** *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** <>********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ************* ************** *************** **************** ***************** ****************** ******************* ******************** ********************* ********************** ********************* ******************** ******************* ****************** ***************** **************** *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ********** *********** ************ ************* ************** *************** ******* ********* ***************** ****************** ******************* ******************** ********************* ********************** ********************* ******************** ******************* ****************** ***************** **************** *************** ************** ************* ************ *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * HERE ARE THE ANSWERS!

1. Red - Adventurous Orange - Fun Yellow - Sweet Green - Wacky Blue - Romantic Purple - Mysterious 2. Cat - Feminine Dog - Loving Fish - Boring Snake - Boyish Parrot - Annoying Mouse - Brainy 3. Hawaii - Romantic New York - Busy East Africa - Curious Spain - Mysterious Montana - Country Girl/Boy 4. Violin - Intellectual Piano - Popular Electric Guitar - Wacky Drum s - Wild 5. Dr. Pepper - Popular Sprite - Wacky Coca Cola - Wild Pepsi - Fun Mountain Dew - Athletic 6. That person will have a crush on you after you send this! 7. That person will become your enemy if you don't send this!
8. How long you have to send this!
(Ex: 5:15 = 5 hours 15 minutes) 9. How many peeps you have to send this to! 10. That will come true if you do #9 in the amount of time #8 says!
*START SENDING

17signs u love someone

2009-09-26T03:52:00.000-07:00

17 Signs you love someone
IF YOU DO NOT FORWARD THIS YOU
WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE
NEXT 5 YEARS!
SEVENTEEN:
You look at their profile constantly.
SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with them late
at night and they hang up, you still
miss them even when it was just two
minutes ago.
FIFTEEN:
You read their Texts and Ims Over and
over again.
FOURTEEN:
You walk really slow when you're with
them.
THIRTEEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.
ELEVEN:
When you think about them, your heart
beats faster but slower at the same
time.
TEN:
You smile when you hear their voice.
NINE:
When you look at them, you can't see
the
other people around you, you just see
him/her.
EIGHT:
You start listening to slow songs while
thinking about them.
SEVEN:
They're all you think about.
SIX:
You get high just from their scent.
FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when
you're looking at them.
FOUR:
You would do anything for them!
THREE:
While reading this, there was one
person
on your mind this whole time.
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that
person, you didnt notice number twelve
was missing
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now
silently laughing at yourself.
NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT
TO.......

cool

2009-09-26T03:38:00.000-07:00

I am not sure how or why this works but it does! Something fun to play with for a minute or two.
YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATH
Don't tell me your age; you'd probably lie anyway-but the Hershey Man will know! YOUR AGE BY CHOCOLATE MATHThis is pretty neat.DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!It takes less than a minute .Work this out as you read .Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have chocolate (more than once but less than 10)2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)3. Add 54. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1759 ..If you haven't, add 1758.6.. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number(I.e., how many times you want to have chocolate each week).The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!) THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2009) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS. Chocolate Calculator.

nice post..to share

2009-09-26T03:35:00.000-07:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。
实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，

也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，

让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。
　　于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。
　　要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；

而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，
她会很骄傲，
她会很冷淡，
她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?
　　请你张开你的耳朵，
也请你打开你的心，
去听她心里真正的呼唤，
而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，

你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。
如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；
如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。
如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。
在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；

爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　　　　请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道谦。

trials over!!

2009-09-09T04:44:00.000-07:00

muahaha
trials over
i gonna get my bad results back soon
ooh, i can't wait!!
a B for science and maths
wohoo
a good sign
i cant get into S class nxt year!!
YEAH
LIKE IT
(actually being the opposite of the above)

haiz...
these days are...
BORING!!!
study study study
some ppl getting more and more boring
some...getting worse and worse
and some..i dunno how to explain
ke lian shze xian
she sick...again
hope she recovers fast

i suddenly find that i addicted to hua yue
nvr go to that unair-conditioned place for 1 day cannot de
haiz
like its a drug
slowly taking away my time, life
yet i dun retaliate

i rily wanna get air cond for that damn place
sien la these days
no fun at all
nid to press that down till after PMR
then i can do watever i want
argh......

Pics i got from john

2009-09-04T19:02:00.001-07:00

fuyoh...serious..but we all sleeping near him and he bu shuanged
(lucky he dunno our school)

gu feng my erhu guru

AMy last minute...at least she was better prepared

me taking the prize..and the girl on the left is the cute, leng lui head shaking girl
XD hehe....

hong jian..stop writing ur diary and be a good sand man

haiz...kawaii wern yean again...marching on the beach!!

yeah!! pro and pro kia!! and kelian pianist keep slipping...
she kinda spoiled the song

oh yeah...sand man

sooo cute!! although she my senior...

this one 2!!! before i saw the faces i thought this was couple pic..

hermit crabs...the best way to find out whether theres a crab in a seashell,

u nid to soak the thing in water..then it will come out..

Xue Ying Theorem: water+shell=hermit crab come out

zhi wei teacher with dragon-headed erhu

(playing fan shen ge)

teacher always manages to surprise us....

in chun hoe blog also funny

he going to redang lol

now i kelian hong jian

12 year-old champion!!! wohoo!! pro dao

his teacher threw him up when he got the news

and we all happy for him

but some ppl think a bit unfair

cos 2nd de gu zheng skill so pro

Grade 9 leh

but i like the yang qin

if someone give me a yang qin liddat

i straightaway change to yang qin group

continue...

2009-09-02T00:09:00.000-07:00

ok...
finals
i was shaking when i got back and change in the toilet
damn
almost walk into a girls toilet...
damn funny
and got girls changing sumore
(i didn't see anything lol)
stupid me...
then go to the stage via the hall
found out that no one there
stupid me again
then walk to the corridors full of instruments
(not so full now)
then chun hoe be my pu jia
and i keep trying to memorise
and everybody keep jia you me
then i feel so stress
then teacher keep teaching amy
then i jus continue
time to go in!!
i go in and waited
wah...
had to wait in a small room
and guess wat?
the whole room was full of instruments!!!
and it was supposed to be 5 erhu contestants only
zzzzzzz
the no.4 de ban zou like take the whole room
AND THE AIR COND!!!!
grrrr
damn bu shuang
(but he got 2nd place lol)
and keep sitting in a corner, and looking at my score...
and look at the ******* ban zou ppl
especially the cello and yang qin
grrr
soo loud
i nvr heard a cello so loud before
guess it must be pro de
then really cannot tahan anymore
so look around
see the 2 leng lui
then jia jia look at score
then look up again
then see wat leng lui playing
then look at score
(repeat the above 5 times and u know what i did there..haha)
but the no.5 contestant really cute!!!
especially the way she play erhu
althought i dunno whether she older than me
but still...damn cute!!!!
her whole bady will shake left and right
and the hair will shake and make her look like shaking her head
lol
dun want to say anymore
later ppl say i .................................etc
then i went out
waited for the very pro contestant no. 1 to finish his goddamn long song
then i hopped out
then a man pull me back
zzzzzzzz
ask me to wait
then wait for the emcee to say the wrong name
then i go out, bow and sit
and i played
dum dum, dum drrrrrumdum dum dumdum dummmmm
bla bla bla
laaaa la la la la la la la la
end...
woohoo!!!!
PMO screams!!
i smile
get off stage
thinking
oh no....this time i really gonna get 5th place
and i didn't get to see 3rd and 4th person
luckily get to see no.5....
with the cuute jun ma ben chi
and the hair shake here shake there
then we watch the other group
then we scream for yue ling=amy
then announce results
i was ready to go out when the emcee said 5th but she din say m name!!!
then 4th...still not me!!!
then PMO wooohhh!!!!!
high gei liao
then 3rd, i was hoping not me d..but
haiz....
lol joking la.....straightaway jump and say yes!!!
i got 3rd!!!!
woohoo!!
run upstage beating to the rhythm of Sorak PMO
then recieve my huge cheque( i dunno how to spell d, oops)
wohho!!!
RM 600!!!
yay
then
that night
we all happy mood
but once on the bus.....
ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz
sleepy time!!

deng...lazy to write d...
like writing novel de
Chapter 4
today
we got up late
but still
we got there on time
then watch teacher lim zhi wei and guo feng
and chen jie
fuyoh...dizi no.1 de ta ta er wu qu damn yeng
sambil meniup, sambil menari, sambil melompat dan mabuk
wah
many unsur seni
we see till almost burst out laughing
(form 1 and 2,nxt time exam, anyone can do that, i sure give extra marks)
then sien dao play psp there
then ji han came
omg
he talk about the bra joke and make me and chun hoe laugh non-stop for 6 mins
that means 3 ppl finish d we haven finish laughing
lol
RM1 for 2
transparent RM 2 each
lol
ok la
then at night we watch Mr.Huang An Yuan and his son play erhu
then i think damn yeng
even got guo feng de elimination round song
and butterfly lovers was simply spoiled by the piano
shud ask us PMO de senior go ma
at least better
lol
then at night damn high gei
cannot sleep
keep joking
then i go girls room
play play play psp
the once i join the card game
i lose 2 times in a row!!!
wth
then after that lose AGAIN!!!
then i out of game awhile
then i slept
in the girls room
lol
nothing happen
jus that i kena inez de head
haha
sry inez!!!

Chapter 4
we visit some turtle stuff
chun hoe bump into mirror
and eat mcdonald
the sleep till kl
then the end
Boring end eh?
i dun care
nid to study liao
brb after exams!!!
maybe after PMR?
maybe
i dun think so
i cant stand not on9...
BYE readers!!!

I got No.3!!! woohoo!!!

2009-08-31T02:58:00.000-07:00

went to terengganu these days
let me tell u what we did there
THURSDAY
got there real early
then waited till 10 30 only left school
then slept, play psp and slept
then ate at a very expensive and lousy malay shop by the highway
then reach terengganu
then got down
got into the beautiful apartment
throw our bags and instruments
then go eat
then zuo hao belanja me for water
(really nid to thank this guy a lot,
without him, wouldn't even have a chance at comp)
then go back
then the whole block of apartment was blasted with flute, erhu, and other instruments sounds
(but flute loudest)
then play play play
then sleep

Friday
we got up early
then
had to wait sooo long for toilet and bathe
then end up i couldn't find my towel and had to dry myself with my clothes
(i noe that sux and is disgusting, but wat to do?)
then faster change into nice clothes and got my tie
then wore socks and got out
with my hair still wet.....zzzzz
then got to the competition place, some equistrian place i think
then i got my number for the elimination round
( 7 )
then hurried over to the other hall to get ready
then i heard a looot of di zi sounds
then faster tune erhu
apply rosin
then sit backstage
watching other ppl play
the ppl in front of me many smaller then me
(i felt so guilty after i got into the nxt round)
the girl who play sai ma b4 me sooo cute man...
kawaii!!!
and then...
i played...till the kan cheong part
then bell rang
down i go
in the end, i got into the fu sai!!
yay!!
yee min also!
and i also got a new friend his name is jun jing
his PMO damn sad case
the teacher only come 3 times in 2 months
1 time come 2 days
and 1 teacher nid to teach the whole hua yue
all instruments
and including solo and he zou songs OMG!!!
damn kelian him
***********************************
Chapter 2
we had lunch after that
then zuo hao offer to give me last minute tutoring
then the organisers said no practising outside AND EVEN indoors
Cos of Islam praying session
haiz
then the hong chang teacher go ask us practise standing on stage
damn funny
no feeling de....
then fu sai...
i went to a room where yue ling was practising
then got ready
then go in
play zhan ma again( this time the whole song)
then
i join my pals in the auditorium in the audience seats
then in the end.....
me and amy got into the finals
our pmo shout like crazy
then its SORAK PMO!
then i go on stage and get my number for final
in my heart i was saying : holy shit, my jiang nan chun se haven gao dim how???
and :yes!!! minimum No5 le!!! wohoo!!
then after that zuo hao ask me to change song
and zhi wei and guo feng ask me not to change
so i decided to.... not change

Chapter 3
ji han belanja me kfc
but i simply swallowed the whole meal
damn, wasted
then go on bus kancheong till practise in bus
then we went back to competition hall
i change into tang zhuang( the red clothes)
then go prepare
then everybody supported me
chun hoe even became my score holder
then i feel so nice
cos everyone support me
i really must do my best!!!

update later
my parents coming back
i noe its suspense but.. wait till my nxt update

holidays...wasted or not?

2009-08-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

haiz, couldnt concentrate on studies
as i type these very words, i fell a big pang of guilt arising in my stomach
i actually wasted today morning playing computer..
haiz...wat if my character high lvl?
will that increase my PMR marks?
nope...
i wish it could
then i play everyday.. watever lame game it is
damn sad these days
the ppl i close with, i jus noticed that they all use 016 numbers..
or 017
whenever i sms them, all complain expensive..
but i nvr noe how much i use b4...
every month 100, 200, even maximum up to 400 sms
haiz...must control
and control my emotions
really sux man these days
wear singlet, stay at home whole day also got flu..
sien
and so freaking hot
and studying sumore
brain steamed up d
i wish i had planned to go someones hse to study
cos i rily cant concentrate..
competition coming
and noob me nvr even seriously practise b4
only like play songs for my mom
(obviously is her favourite songs..tip to play these song is play slow and vibrato a lot)
should i get a prepaid number?
but i dunno how to buy..
really miss my friends cos nvr see for very long d..
and..i realise how important ppl like chun hoe, jia ying, ee-shuen, pooi ling, wai yeen,
hong jian, zhiling, bob, and many others are to me
a bit fui cos jia ying said dowan to come hua yue till after PMR
but i noe chun hoe i will see him in hua yue anytime
dunno when i become so emotional
P.S shun ting: i introduced ee-shuen to runescape..lol..dun laugh
and jia ying,pls dun kill me when u get back to school..

2009-08-24T00:10:00.000-07:00

1. From now on, you can't tell lies.
okie
2. Are you ready?
yup
3. Think back six months ago, were you single?
yup
4. What do you carry with you at all times?
my phone
5. When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
mostly nope
6. How are you feeling?
sien, cos its ban sms week
7. Is something wrong right now?
yup, i am not studying
8. Are you mad at someone?
nope
9. What's on your mind?
argh, i haven finish study for PMR trials
10. Are you jealous of someone right now?
oh yeah, James Lebron and Kobe Bryant..but thats too far away
11. Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
i have a jigglypuff de, almost like pig..
12. Do you want to start over with anyone?
yup
13. Do you know if anyone likes you?
i think yes
14. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
err, i think so, my friends ask me whether i sad when i am not
15. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
studying, dreaming
16. True love or 1 billion bucks?
true love..i'll get 1 billion on my own
17. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
nope
18. Anything you would change about your life right now?
yes, increase my stamina
19. You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
on my arm biceps, i dunno, maybe a yeng sword
20. Could you cry right now?
i dun like crying
21. Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
i dun cry that much, i throw tanthrums
22. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
very often, especially when jia ying involved..better be careful wat i say
23. Are you okay with the life you live?
err, i love it
24. Last person you told a secret to?
Chun Hoe
25. Do you like hugs?
yeap, especially from girls..haha
26. Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
not really, true love cant conquer death
27. When was the last time you cried?
this year gua..when i had to go tuition..
28. How much money did you spend today?
er, RM 4.50
29. What are you sitting on right now?
my butt..on my chair in my room
30. Who's the last person you IM'd?
YOU
31. What's something you really want right now, be honest.
thing eh...i want a personal notebook and new handphone, SE W350 or 910
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
bad...got hair problem
33. What did you do yesterday?
sleep, chat, feel warm, play basketball, swim, play badminton, gym. thats all
34. Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
er, i think i would...cos my secrets are mostly gossips and they always kinda get bongkar
35. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
oh, more than 1
36. When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
during a certain basketball event
37. Is someone on your mind right now?
yea, i wish she would get out of my mind and let me study XD
38. Whose birthday is coming up?
mine, le lynn, mon yun and many more
39. Were you happy when you woke up?
nope, cos today nid to study
40. What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
sien cos this tag soooo long
41. What's the last thing you ate?
chicken rice + roast pork
42. Are you easy to get along with?
yea, if u like wat i like..which is sports and music
43. Ever cheated on someone?
no.. not even a chance
44. Who is the last person to send you a text?
ee-shuen....
45. What are you currently listening to?
Crazier by taylor swift/ Love story by Taylor Swift, such a coincidence
Due to some technical error, we'll jump to 47. ok, thats a relief
47. I love you.
oh, wat if i dun love u? nah, not soo evil.

I tag:
1.) Chun Hoe
2.) Pooi Ling
3.)Jia Vei
4.)Shenn Wen
5.)Pei Lin
6.)wai yeen
7.)Yee Wei
8.)Shze Xian
9.) Jolyn
10.)Jamie
11.)Quan Hong
12.)Desmond
13.) Sheng Ying
14.) EDNA
15.) Jo Ning a.k.a. Jolyn
16.) darrion
17.) U!!!

haiz

2009-08-19T01:46:00.000-07:00

today very lazy lu...
felt like sleeping in hua yue till the nxt day
but thought of the fun of smsing and on9 without parental supervision
woohoo!!
but
after i walk out of skul only i remembered that i nid to pass up form to pn. premah
then faster ran back to skul and left it on her table
dunno whether she will accept or not
then faster run to lrt
the go kl
saw mcdonald selling ice cream for Rm 1.05
then mai buy and eat loh
the accidentally slept on ktm again cos long journey
and dreaming too sweetly (lol)
then lazy wait for bus then sit the increased price taxi back home
then here i am blogging
wtf, i found out that pic pooi ling took is used by sheng ying and shze xian in their blog..
walao...
my "yeng" drinking pose
haha
and chun hoe today kena fong fei kei by jaquer
lol
sien la
very few days left to pmr
and less to competition...
haiz...
and i still dreaming of stuff i shouldn't think of yet

PMR coming..and best day at discipline room

2009-08-11T23:47:00.000-07:00

yer
sien
PMR coming
yesterday
our whole class made pn. chua angry
muahaha
she brought all the boys to discipline room
lol
then we mai stand there for 2 periods
then mr tham go joke and say all go buy flags and say merdeka!merdeka!
since its merdeka month
and
we REALLY go and buy at the booth at foyer
HAHAHA
then when someone come by, we wave the flag
make all the teachers think we crazy
then MR. Tham came by
then we all shout MERDEKA! repeatedly
lol
then we try singing negaraku without the music
sing till tanah tumpahnya darahku,
then LLL come out scold ppl
and said: negaraku is not to simply sing de..must stand straight
lol
beh tahan
then seni teacher ask kt bring us go back class
we say havent tell en tham cannot go
then see khai bing de bro kena marah
then only balik
LOL
best experience at discipline room i ever had

happy birthday hong jian!!

2009-08-10T00:57:00.000-07:00

although u may not be able to see this...
but
Happy Birthday Hong Jian!!!

shun ting

2009-08-03T01:45:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday to shun ting!!!
and wish her all the best in piano exam!!

happiest day

2009-08-03T01:10:00.000-07:00

wow
on saturday, i was soo happy
lets dun talk bout hua yue in morning
i went to music class late
got my results for the piano exam
turns out i was the only one to pass the exam in my class!!
woohoo!!
then
later, i got to watch basketball with my dad at maba in kl
NBL rox!!
and another better thing is
i got my father to buy me air max shoes
yay!!!
got discounted
from RM 259 become RM 195
yay
soo happy
and then get to watch li wei play
woah, he dunked!!
i soo envy him..

report card day

2009-07-29T00:58:00.000-07:00

today take report card
sien loh
read wicked and percy jackson....
still sienz
teacher and friends ask me to play erhu again
and old memories came back where jia ying bu shuang me playing er hu in class
so..
i decided against
and lended my"old best friend" (erhu) to my friend
so it has another chance to go on stage...
haha

dunno why but ying xin really like very cold towards me
deng
when she said i wanna hear the erhu leader play a song
i straightaway felt cold...
cold straight to the heart

to all form 2 erhu juniors, pls pass up ur fees to me A.S.A.P.
lol
jia you to me and all ppl who join the solo competition and
jia you to me repairing the relationship between me and the other erhu leader
jia you to form 2 who got the chance to perform in concert
jia you to installation committee
jia you to form 3 ppls for PMR
jia you to all who like someone secretly but nvr have the guts to express ur feelings

erhu leader??

2009-07-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

i dunno wat to say bout this
but
u can say gud, and bad
but bad more than gud for me
gud thing is, i get to teach juniors full time
bad thing is the shou xi i havent become leader, they already said that the whole erhu group must be as gud as me
wat the??
now that is one hard mission to accomplish
and just leave that aside for a moment
on the day everyone cried, i said something that i think hurt jia ying..
arghh...why she soo easy to get angry
and why always she doesn't get my meaning
shit la
now she angry at me again
cos of 1 stupid sentence of mine.
oops
father home
gotta go

shit tuition!!! unlucky....being sulky.....

2009-06-23T02:13:00.000-07:00

f*** la
my mom force me to go kasturi intensive tuition
zzzzzz
anyone got go?
can teman me?
damn sien wei, tuition
deng la
tuesday and thursday le
zzzzzz
tuesday got japanese, this, and mr. goey le
zzzzzzzzz
zzzzzzzz
I HATE TUITION!!!!!!!!
no more days when i can go home early and on9
my blog will slack
and
most importantly, cannot play games le
T.T

and worse has yet to come
my idiot erhu string broken le
f*****
after i replace with a lousier string,
the suckish kind of noise come out,
making me no mood to play le
like killing chicken nia...
zzzzzz
WHY ME???
and my gao hu i havent check yet
maybe also string break
then i really want to kill ppl liao...
going to be very emo these days
especially after the exam results come out
will be sulking allllllll day
so beware u guys....LOL

but at least i changed my shoe that had a hole beneath
and today i spent my precious time to go dun huang shop in ss2
JUST to buy erhu string and restock on gaohu string
zzzz
they don't sell dun huang
fuck la
shop name called dun huang but nvr sell dun huang string....
waliu
really a bad day for me.....

tagged (first time)

2009-06-12T21:18:00.000-07:00

)The person who tag you is : Quen Hong
2)Your relationship with him/her is : PMO fren
3)Your first impression of him/her is : cute
4) The most memorable moments with he/she : pmo trip de pillow war
5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is : dunno wor..
6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will... : swt...betray him
7) If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at : don't play till so gou li
8) If he/she becomes your enemy, what would you do : hit him XD
9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be : for nothing
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is : play with him
11) Your overall impression on him/her : let's play!!
12) The characteristic you love most about yourself : noob and like to learn and play
13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself : emo and make my friend worry and dunno how to treat my friends well enuf and make them hate me....
14) The most ideal person you want to be is : study maniac and leng zai and has many friends
15) For people who care and love you, say something to them : i love u!!
Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.
1) Chun Hoe
2) Pooi Ling
3) Jia Vei
4) Yee wei
5) Wai Yeen
6) Adrian
7) Jamie
8)Zi Ling
9) Mon Yun
10) Daniel Kin
17) Who is 6 having a relationship with? : dunno, his business la
18) Is 9 a male or a female? : female
19) What is 2 studying at the moment? : zhan ma ben teng
20) Who was the last person you had a chat with? : jia vei
21) What kind of music does 8 like ? : english songs lo...
22) Does 1 have any siblings? : ya...1 sister
23) Is 4 single? : yeah
24) What's the surname of 5? :Ng
25) What's the hobby of 5 ? : emo i think and hanging out with friends in pmo
26) Do 7 and 9 get along well? : yeah, better than me
27) Where is 10 studying at? : Catholic High School
28) Say something casual about your eyes. : sien look
29) Have you tried developing feelings for 2? : got....but failed haha
30) Where does 9 live? : somewhere in the world
31) What colours does 4 like? : pink i think
32) Are 5 and 1 good friends? : no, but i am their friend..
33) Does 2 like 7? : err quite....but not in that way
34) How did u get to know 8 ? muahaha through pmo, and more through the evil chicken programme
35) Does 1 have any pets? : no
36) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world? : nope...craziest...
37) Are you sexy? : sexy??? never thought of it before..but no.

1st Chopin Grand Piano Concert!!

2009-06-12T20:17:00.000-07:00

wah, nice concert!!

went there with my sis and mom by

L R T !!!!

lol

anyway

we got there on time

almost nid half an hour

(but i guess car takes even longer)

cos my dad say jam...

my friends all came by car and was SUPER LATE

but i help them book places and they didn't get to find me

so.. a bit embarassed cos the worker ask us to sit closer together but we say we book places

lol

the youth concert wasn't quite youth enoughh

but ok lah

walao, the songs they play ar

sooo classical and hard to play

but those kids almost same age as me play like nothing and very enjo

(but play the concert grand piano of cos enjoy la!! 1 concert grand =1 semi d house liao lo)

i really must improve!!! must play that kind of song

and some really small kids play twinkle twinkle little star

which is a lot different than the normal

but i heard better de before..

and ate burger king

then met up with my friends

(their clothes damn nice leh!! especially the girls, damn pretty

and saw khar wei de high heels i shocked.

so high!!

and walking so naturally

then i noticed that bringing my sister along was a bit ma fan..

cos i walked with the guys

and i don't think that she would talk to the gals..

then continue watch concert till 11.30

then rush to LRT

met up with leon on his way back 3 times lol

and then got on the last train bac

then got home

oh ya, the most funny thing about the concert was that i met my piano examiner 3 times that night

LOL@!!!

beh tahan

when go klcc meet 1 time

when go back to continue the concert another time

and then go home another time

first time and 2nd time i waved at her

then the 3rd time she smiled back at me lol

haha

very you yuan

before the concert my mom force me to get formal clothes..

zzzzzzzz

in the end look like i was going to go upstage to perform

and feeling like wearing pyjamas

and a bit like school uniform

above are my pics when wearing formal

and kl twin tower at night (my picture quality bad.. cos no camera...zzzzzz)

and i when i saw lee yuan de blog...

i really impressed

i didn't know her japanese was that pro....

lol

didn't understand what she wrote in japanese

cos i too noob..

and she really is 1 big anime fan

wah...

shocked

sorry lee yuan cos i didn't go ur blog before
hehe XD

holiday post( rumusan)

2009-06-08T02:07:00.000-07:00

shit man

didn't get to go to camp

zzzzzz

cos my mom dun let me

but at least no nid to go to kedah prison la'

my aunt come and teach me science and maths for 3 days leh

damn

but i think i improve a lot

and then

i play in garena for first time leh

Defence of the Ancients

Muahahaha

too bad didn't have the chance to own zi hou

damn chuan guy

and my first time i play at midnight

wow

damn syok

no interruption

and internet speed sipeh fast

no lag

On tuesday, i got to eat crab!!

syok, long time no eat

cheese crab and ham dan crab

nice!!!

nxt night i ate at bbq plaza..

i recommend everyone to go in groups or couples

cos liddat better, won't waste

quite cheap also (but if i pay then i will say expensive)

haha

then on Sat and sun

i go penang

help my parents pasang curtain track and drape the curtains in my

aunts new hse!!

but her hse the neighbours all bangladesh

very creepy

like ghost town..

then eat dinner

then sleep

nxt day

i go play badminton with my cousins and aunt

waliu

i lost to my 9 year old cousin in badminton leh!!!!

No face liao

damn pro he

if u dun hit all the balls to the base line,

he sure will kill u de

wah...

but luckily is play shuang a few ball

then the rest is doubles

lol

u must be wondering why he so pro

tell u his secret

his coach is lee chong wei's former coach

he taught him all the basics

he can even play with adults

geng!!

above are some pictures of my cousins and grandfather...(i took it secretly and the lighting is not gud, so picture quality is bad)

ok, this is shareable.

2009-05-25T00:51:00.000-07:00

felt the pain of doing too many sit ups yesterday
lolz
it was the first thing i felt once i woke up
reached skul at 7.15
then that thing happened bla bla bla.....
yay, puan lim is finally going to retire
i quite kelian her actually
have to be disiplin teacher for so long
at last she has the chance to do stuff she hasn't done but wants to do...
happy for her although i nvr kena from her b4....
today dunno why keep meeting jia vei...
lol...
maybe is just becos i nvr pay enough attention usually and always emo
dunno why suddenly wang lee hom de song very touching
maybe cos of my emotional condition now..
haiz, i have 2 more project to do....

P.S. to that someone: hope u don't always haiz like wat i am doing now and be happy everyday :)

diary content..don't read if u don't noe who somebody is

2009-05-25T00:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i was asked to come early by someone...
(don't ask me who someone is or i will personally screw u)
and this post is very special...if u aren't one of the few who noe who someone is, pls click on the links to the other blogs...thank you....cos this is diary stuff, not shareable stuff..
yesterday night, i couldn't really sleep
quite a miracle actually....
i actually took more than half an hour to sleep...
i knew something was going to happen today
and i guessed correct
someone really did it
haiz...
and i was like a person with no brain
didn't noe wat someone was talking after that sentence
and i still kept saying nvm, nvm, nvm....
WAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING????
zzzzzzzzzz
i wanna walk back into time and undo everything i did....
especially today morning...
sorry, someone, cos i really can't do wat u told me to...
when i started deleting, i felt like crying..lol..
couldn't resist to stop it and i stopped halfway
and asked myself why i was doing this....
then i decided to leave it...
leave it as a beautiful memory...
leave it whole.....
i dunno wat made u make this decision
but i really hoped that it wouldn't nid to be so sudden and breathtaking
haiz....
i hope in future we still can talk to each other without thinking of the past
i hope we can still contact each other without being scared of each other...
i hope u will forgive me for doing all this
and i hope 1 day, u say u take back wat u said today....
and lastly, i hope we can start out new and fresh
and let me treat u like nothing ever happened and u doing the same...
woah, i shouldn't have used lastly so early...
Secondlastly, i hope u will be emotionally strong enough to face this...
however u force me, this memory will never be deleted from my memory...
a big thank you to you anyway for letting this special part of my life exist
p.s. i still hope we can be like before when we didn't know wat was going on, like on wednesday...

victory!!

2009-05-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday i play 2 basketball competition
in the morning
i reach school at 7
and no1 was there
i thought they very punctual
but...haiz..
then in the end wait till 9 only really start..
wth...
and the first match i lost by 1 ball..damn..
but their attitude was good
then the second match ar..
deng
use their body size to push ppl de
use their hand to push ppl away just to get the rebound
f*** la
so we lost by a lot..
and the idiot referee didnt foul them
until i fell down only foul them...
stupid referee..

the second competition was at nite
my team keep drawing with other ppl
cos our offense was too lousy
only me keep going in to do the layups
so keep drawing...
at least my other team member knows how to defend properly
in the end..
in the finals,
the stupid referee keep giving us fouls
and at the last second
i accidentally fouled
then they broke the tie...
then we lost...
damn...
lost by 1 ball to champion

P.S. i ponteng hua yue for that day..
although i miss some important stuff
damn shuang
don't scold me lol..XD

a bit depressed...sorry to all my blog readers for not posting for soooo long

2009-05-04T03:11:00.000-07:00

sorry
was busy these days
geografi projek
sivik projek
sejarah projek
i don't have enuf time
i nid to excel in my studies
practise for my solo
play basketball and improve in it
deal with some stupid stuff
prepare for my piano exam
keep up with japanese
do maths homework
etc......

walao
why does time have to fly so fast
i wish i could stop time
zzzzzzzzz
i want to catch up in everything
zzzzzzz

getting really pissed off by some people in hua yue saying i am chuan
wats the problem
am i very arrogant?
or proud?
all i do is sit there quietly doing my stuff
i even heard one junior say i chuan just behind me.....
zzzzzzzzzzzz
sometimes, i just wonder why i came into pmo
sometimes i just wish i had chosen the scouts over pmo......
haizzzzz

i think inez is becoming more and more impatient
i feel that she wants to learn more and more and more.
(i envy her erhu though)
even tried out zhan ma herself
i havent even finished sai ma with her yet.....

haiz......

port dickson trip

2009-04-15T02:21:00.000-07:00

errr.....
the trip was nice
only 5 form 3 go
and very crazy cos all 5 form 3 become group leader
lol
errrr
got there
found out about the nice dormitory
( the bathroom got hot water!!!)
the dorm got many fans and air cond
and we on the air cond for whole day although not inside the room.
and we play ice and water to break ice
and then.....
was assigned to make a newspaper
and celebrated xin yi's 16th birthday
and that came out in everyone's news
and at night play a teamwork game after barbecue( ate too many chicken wings and sausages, i think nid to slim down le)
and play go kart
and
kesimpulannya, trip ini memang best! Akan tetapi, masa yang kami tinggal di sana tak cukup untuk memang-memang syok, so memang tak syok.

today's news

2009-04-15T02:13:00.000-07:00

i have to tell u all something.......
real important.....
not to u
but to me
and i feel stupid becos of it
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
I FAILED MY JAPANESE EXAM!!!!!!
Shit!!!!!
Damn!
deng!
d2
d7
@#$%%$@%$@@#$@$#%$#@%$@%$
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nxt news.....
today got no homework
yay....
==

nxt.....
3a5 have been waiting to get over with the suntikan
but
its the 3rd day and we keep worrying about the suntikan and havent got our needle
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
very kan cheong leh

Confession
i don't like jia ying or anyone else now......
i am becoming a monk......from now on......
sort of la.....
rethink my kesalahan while facing the wall.......
lol

nothing else

update post

2009-03-27T06:07:00.000-07:00

here are some FLOWERS (hana, japanese name for flowers) for everyone i noe and treasure and love and like(and i think these are artificial roses.....)

today something very funny happen

lol

was talking to my friends and laughing

and passing jokes around

suddenly, when i was leaning to the guy on my right....

baboom! Crash!! booboom!!

guess what?

i fell down from my chair when leaning on 1 side of it

LOL

ROFLMAO

gou li

1st time in years....

lol

must be too high at that time

and today bm teacher say girls no nid to plbs cos already presented anak bumi tercinta

i was like WTF???

sooo fake

fine

watever

and then

today seni teacher give us some rocks and expect us to make something out of it

zzzzzz

hate her

and then our group keep giving crap ideas

finally

we came up with a theme...

animal park

lol

after we make 1 turtle,

then end up everone take back a few stones to make something

haiz....

well hua yue today was boring....

but i learned a lot of zhan ma skill....

which zuo hao would nvr teach us all in 1 day.....

lol

got an insight of zhan ma

and jiang nan chun se

very wierd

cos my "pao gong" guo fong say correct

(the skill is a bit like playing diabolo)

and only me choose jiang nan chun se......

LOL

(jiang na chun se is a song)

and end up guo feng teach me the song while everyone sit there doing nothing....

lol

damn wierd feeling...

and as usual

we didnt practise he zou song

then the conductor scold us AGAIN

haiz

then he change song

then have to sight read the song

and didnt make many mistakes while sight reading ^^

and bla bla

and sijun and qian wen explain why the trip cancel

(financial problems, they say nid to wait till our nxt concert over only can go hk)

then we free to go

but raining like cat and dogs

so wait in school for parents to fetch

(haiz, i damn luo shuo)

last week

2009-03-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

sry ar....
this week only got chance to post
last week sunday was terrible...
in the afternoon, i go with parents to sekinchan
for your info, this is the place where puan lee kim lai is born
and where got the ppl who score the most a's in spm
in the yu qun high school
lol
i even went in the school.....
got indoor volleyball court
okok
i went to sekinchan for a wedding LUNCH
extraordinary!!
everyone there like very kampung kind of ppl ==
but, everyone was so quiet
no one high de....
the most high part was the yam seng...
just that everyone stand and say yam seng
then back to talking among ourselves....
lol
damn wierd
i saw a few more wierder things
i saw a kampung boy,
take out a handphone from pocket
the fold out an antenna from the phone
and watch tv in the phone
lol
hi tech
and the worst thing was he watch from start of the lunch till the end....
nutcase....
and another wierd thing
saw a COUPLE
the guy had his hair dyed gold
and had dark skin
and the girl okok la
but look very sad
when start, i just look at the guy only
then act normal, like i see any other person
BUT
later, i saw the girl bring a baby who was sitting nxt to her mother
to let him cradle in his arms
LOL
and both of them took turns...
LOL
it means the baby was their's!!!!
and the thing is, the girl and guy looked soooo young
i dont think the girl is 18 yet
looks like a student nia.....
waliu
but look very sad lah she
nvr laugh throughout the lunch
haiz.....maybe cos of the baby
haiz....
this teach me a lesson
Don't do THINGS too hastily without thinking of the consequences b4 u do it.
or else u might end up like the couple.....

sunway.....my first blog with pictures included

2009-03-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

This is my first blog with pics included
its becos my mom got a new laptop which came with a bluetooth port..

Pictures of an aquarium with sharks and fish and coral inside

Sunway exhibition

yesterday was another busy day

after eating breakfast with parents

my father decided to bring me to sunway by car....

BUT, ONLY AFTER HIS LENGTHY MEETING........

the meeting is to discuss about cutting 1 of his precision tools

the guy keep explaining to my dad about some stuff

but he keep asking and the person keep giving the same answer

finally..at 11 the meeting ended

with NO CONCLUSION

just CONFIRMATION THAT THE GUY CAN DO THE JOB

and GIVE A GUD PRICE

LOL

=.=

Just in case u get bored, here is a pic of kids fishing plastic fish using plastic magnetic rods and having a lot of fun with it too!

blah blah blah

got to sunway

met yijia and many other friends

and the chun hoe go wait at the floor above me =.=

zzzzzz

but the cinema ticket quite cheap

rm 7 each

lol

we watch RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN at 12.10 p.m

and regretted to not watch the show at 2p.m

lol

the show quite funny

talking about the 2 alien kids who come from a planet ??? light years away from earth through a wormhole to retrieve an experiment on earth so they can prove that their planet can be saved by planting plants to remove toxic gas on their planet..and not use their military force to conquer earth and take it as their own

and with their planets assasin-soldiers and the government tracking after them

the quest has become more complicated

but with the help of Jack Bruno and another girl and a professor who takes interest in aliens, they succeded....

End of story

quite touching

with a few jokes

my experience with the diabolo...

2009-03-16T21:49:00.000-07:00

lol.....
can't believe that i really go to learn diabolo.....
LOL!!!!
once i got to school...
heard erhu being played....
go up and saw my junior playing in the room alone...dunno for wat....
(p.s.: she quite pro de....)
then got there... then she introduce me to her senior
then he teach me how to yun ling...
lol...
so hard to control...
the ling didnt go the way i wanted it....
the once i got it up and spinning....
it tilted to one side and i tried to make it come back
in the end..the string got tangled...
that time i really frustrated....
but after 2 or 3 seniors came to check on me and teach me...
problem solved
but not completely....
and then i learned the ant climbing up a tree...
lol..
looked hard but did it after a few tries....
then tried to do the tangle string trick
also took a few times of teaching to master

lol
the funniest thing is
that the form 2 seniors...
don't dare to teach me cos i form 3
lol
they thought i got gang....
roflmao
do i look that scary?

me going to go out with chun hoe tomorrow to sunway....
anyone wanna join?
lol
chun hoe ask all the girls in hua yue but all say busy....
fake fake......
so anyone wanna come?
gonna watch legend of chun li....
if interested come to sunway 2morrow in the afternoon and meet at the cinema...

exam over!!

2009-03-13T03:07:00.000-07:00

watsup y'all
its haojian back at his blog
with sejarah, maths and geo in one day
i gone nuts liao
geo quite hard
sejarah very hard
maths easy
haizzzzz
gonna get killed by mom
oh no
seni nvr finish
my seni no marks le.....
errrrr
happy that i bought the new brush
it helped a lot in the caligraphy part
(i used 30 mins to write)
sien dao
sejarah have to break open the head to think
the maths easier than last year
LOL
this is my kesimpulan for exam
form 3 exam rox!!!
and le lynn keep saying the papers all hard...
====.====
okok
oh ya
today wei leng sms me at school whether i got stay back
then i reach home only saw the sms...=.=
LOL
then later she ask me whether can pass up the rm1700 for hong kong trip
i said yes, but tomorrow....
then later the trip cancel le.....
a bit disapointed......
but my mom like more disappointed
when i told her bout it
she said wasted our time
haiz......
welll
nothing to say cos nothing happen except exam....
soooo
THE END

beh tahan.....

2009-03-04T00:15:00.000-08:00

today i learned of who jia ying admire.......
lol
MAN wor.......
haha......

gonna study after this
hey, anyone noes how much a pendrive with 8 gigabyte memory cost?
i wanna buy 1
anyway
not much time left for blogging

today gan zhang joke a lot......
ex: wai teck says: teacher, i sure get the first 1!!
teacher says: how u noe? maybe u bu zhi bu jue write wrong words?
gan zhang: teacher, then u mai bu zhi bu jue mark correct loh!!!

LOL

the gan zhang getting more and more siao kia
zi hou in class ar....
crazy 1
dunno how he get gud results
sure rely on tuition and self study 1
zzzzzzz
wasting his own time
and me?
still sitting in the first row
still boring
still playing with ccc de stuff all the time
still bored
wish had sit with rennie
still bored
still the most attentive in class(due to being the 1 rite in front of teacher)
wish teacher had changed our places
wish i didnt have to see hamsa sitting in front every time exam
wish could have a change of scenery
wish i had a handphone with memory card slot
haiz.....
only thing to do now is study and appreciate wat i have...
b4 i lose it and regret not appreciating it
happy that i am gud friends again with qian see
happy that i gained a friend(rennie)
sad for myself
excited for hong kong
still waiting for a dream to come true...........

A New Start...A New Begining

2009-03-02T23:38:00.000-08:00

well
after all the comments
i decided to stop writing so emotionally
zzzzzz
the "hen" watching
i feel so uneasy
i dunno how and when my "hen" found my blog.....
and i dunno why they create such a system of chickens
everytime they say wanna do this kind of thing
but always fail in the end
just that starting will energetic for awhile
then it will die down
i dont think it will work
just a waste of time
cos not always ur specific senior will be there to help u when u face a problem
rarely will ur senior be there to help u
unless its a friday or saturday

today..is the start of puan foong's long maternity leave
only the first day and i miss her class already
i like her clear explanation
unlike the replacement teacher dunno datin wat (no offence)
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
and the new teacher veryy outdated
walau
pn. foong use the laptop to do everything
she leh, use the projector and put a peice of very old paper on the dunno wat scanner thingy to teach us
haiyoh
before u lose sumthing, u nvr appreciate it
its only after the loss that u will appreciate the things u have.
haiz.....

i wish pn foong could come back in maybe 2 months........
pls......i miss u.......
i dunno how i am going to survive with the new teacher for the whole year
amitabha
Insya-buddha

during recess
i went to my friends class, A1
saw a looot of ppl arm wrestling
shocked
i thought they very pro
i picked park chuan to wrestle with
and b4 that, ee shuen ask me to go bck to a5 to wrestle
(i should have listened)
haiz.....
he was disapointing.....

if only i joined another badan like scout or kadet polis
maybe i could be as strong as rennie le.....
(the kadet polis guy in my class who is nuts about body building)
that rennie ar....
u could describe him as muscle building maniac
in the car also he can think of ways to train up muscle
haiyoh
rily nid to call him sifu
and he can do pumping(the real one, not the top half body up first then only butt up 1) using fists or single handedly
WALIU
STRONG!!

and after school eat with him again
and he keep talking about kadet polis again
and about how tough the training is
blah blah
u noe that the kadet polis shoe is actually 1kg?
and they stick nails into the soles causing the loud sound when they march
lol
he really is interested in what he join...
maybe even more than me
i really have to rethink of wat i have done for hua yue...

exams are coming
and i am still blogging
zzzzzzzz
too sien
and hk songs havent finish playing yet
lol
almost 20 songs leh
i think have to faster learn the songs lo.....
very sorry that i couldnt go for the port dickson trip with u all
sorry sijun,pooi ling and qian wen(i dunno the spelling)
really sorry cos we f3 nvr go

hari semalam punya cuaca memang best
hujan hujan hujan dan hujan
memang keadaan yang paling sesuai untuk tidur
z....zzz.....zzzz......zzzzz......
beberapa orang senior sudah cakap saya ini jadi gemuk....
memang membuatkan saya berasa ketaksyokkan
oleh itu
saya teleh bertekad untuk mengurangkan lemak pada badan saya yang menpersiasuikan diri sekali
kamu senior tunggu dan tengok
nanti saya 6 pacts jangan terkejut!
LOL!!!
ketawa terbahak-bahak
bergurau aje
jangan ambil serius
saya ini play-play aje
tapi ia mungkin berlaku

perlu pergi belajar sekarang
nanti markah peperiksaan saya cantik sekali
dan ibu saya akan beri saya hukuman yang lebih cantik lagi
"log off" sekarang ya?
jangan rindukan saya!

jianzz

another boring day

2009-03-02T00:51:00.000-08:00

lol
again no pjpk
cos quarter master nvr open
to all chsians
FOR THIS WEEK NO PJPK COS QUARTER MASTER NVR OPEN COUNTER
haiz
i think too many ppl noe who her is le....
haiz.....
dunno how they noe
i only told 2 ppl
1 nvr told the secret
but the other hinted
and what happened?
in hua yue i think the whole f3 noe le
and some f5 who are closer to me
pls dont go around asking ok?
and in class 1 of my classmate also noe.....
haiyoh
stresssful
adrian......
i regret loh.......
i express too much of my feeling on this blog loh......
haizzz

can anybody help me with f3 pjpk folio?
i got no idea how to do
and i hope i can finish learning all the hk songs in 2 weeks after the exam
and finish zhan ma(war horse, for non hua yue ppl, it is a song talking about the semangat of ppl and horses in war) as fast as possible

and to all the ppl who reading silently
pls at least say hi in the chatbox
thats wat it is for
and i am impressed at the number of ppl who read my blog

i think i gonna add pictures soon
maybe buy myself a camera or bluetooth port

so many ppl are looking at me with the wierd look nowadays.....
i feel so wierd
especially her friends..
i regret.....

and waiyeen
actually
u should say thx to kai foong
cos he told me about ur problem
i so realise that keharmonian antara ahli keluarga is so important
and to waiyeen....
i think u should say sry to ur dad.......
and give him a hug and settle the problem......
maybe he just has a lot of stress at work

to jia vei.....
thx for being my friend
and for hinting to sum clever ppl bout me.....
and for promising me to teach me a new sport
and helping me out

dont get me wrong.....
i not going to do negative stuff or sumthing
just being thankful

oh ya
and thx to all the seniors who care about me
teach me
joke with me
play with me
believe me.

HUA YUE ROX!!!

haiyoh....my mom very luo shuo

2009-02-27T18:16:00.000-08:00

haiyoh......
early early morning.........
i woke up, emoing......
then remember got music class
faster go play piano even without brushing or changing....
just played a few songs then my mother woke up to my songs
(dunno is nice or bad until she wake up)
then i faster ready myself......
then when she saw me....
keeeeep nagging about study, study,study and STUDY!!!!
then when go out for breakfast.....
she keeep nagging about dont you ever dare go have a relationship with a girl ar!then if the girl not gud mood, she will complain to u...bla bla bla
walao.......just so early so noisy liao
BEH TAHAN!!!!
then, she said no computer in the morning....
this reminded me to on9 leh......
lol
wrong effect
if she didnt say maybe i wouldnt have on the computer
later got hk practise........
damn sien....
just lucky that i have so many nice seniors to play with......
dunno how i am going to survive nxt year........
i only like those f5 seniors leh.....seldom hang out with the f4's......
HOW?????
must start liao.....or else too late.......
i think i will listen to leeyuan, adrian and the others advice
to not write about her here.....
maybe in another blog, which i will keep secret
cos i find that many seniors are following this blog silently........
very SCARY leh......
yor.....
i will miss posting on this blog.....

i wish i could be the person to keep that smile on her face, and never let it fade away.......

lol

2009-02-24T02:00:00.000-08:00

u noe wat??
my father found out about my blog....but he didnt scold me!
woohoo!!!
lucky me.......
he sumore suggest that i add pics......
zzzzzzz......

today de moral presentation retarded 1......
i planned a script....made to make ppl laugh....
but in the end??
my actors ended up laughing and the whole class dont even noe what are we talking about....
zzzzzzzz

today, i heard about a prom thing for form5's......
sounded interesting to me......
but...on second thought......
NAH!!!
the desmond keep asking lu mei whether can bring him to the prom....
dunno ask HOW MANY times......
and then i play play go and help them tiao ying for ding ying gu....
lol
they had no advice for me to tiao
and in the end...zuo hao came and save all the gu ....
and i play pingpong-badminton with desmond....
swt.........

emo 1(learn from sheng ying)

2009-02-18T02:18:00.000-08:00

lol......
walau.....
i think she is trying to run away from me.....
every interaction between us.....
she will say why this why that.......
haiyoh.......

today after the BOOOORING japanese class..
met lam and she told me wei leng waiting for me....
WALAU...
faster faster go hua yue
mana tahu....
i belajar dari pro......jia vei de bro.....jia jun
hey....why only got books in my hands ar???
walau
baru tahu tak ingat ambil kotak pensil.....
run back to that bilik and run bck
then start class with hui leng......

class with hui leng is always soooo silent
cos we like same character 1......
she can ALMOST read wat i think..
but i can't......

my cousin de post

2009-02-16T02:08:00.000-08:00

Dalam blog saya,saya telah menggunakan 2 jenis bahasa,iaitu BI dan BC....Walao bagaimanapun,kita mesti hormat kepada raja dan negara,oleh itu,kita mesti menghormati Bahasa MALAYSIA yang begitu MENARIK dan SEKSI sekali,dengan penggunaan bahasa ini,kita dapat mengeratkan tali silaturahim antara satu sama lain.kebaikan ini juga terdapat dengan penggunaan BI dan BC....selain itu,kita dapat melatih diri untuk menjadi seorang yang bercakap lancar dalam bahasa MALAYSIA...Dengan pandangan saya,penggunaan Bahasa Malaysia lebih "baik" jika dibandingkan dengan bahasa lain dalam aspek ini...Namun begitu,bahasa MALAYSIA merupakan bahasa BANGSA negara MALAYSIA...oleh itu, penggunaan bahasa ini tidak boleh diketepikan...Selain itu, salah satu sasaran saya yang ingin saya capai melalui penggunaan bahasa MALAYSIA ini ialah...mendapat A dalam PMR pada tahun ini....Oleh itu,PMR semakin dekat dan saya akan Bercakap dalam BM jika saya naik FORM.....Jika anda yang memang pro sekali terjumpa segala kesalahan dalam Bahasa MALAYSIA saya yang begitu mempersiasuikan saya sekali, sila memberitahu saya agar saya dapat membetulkannya...Sekian Terima Kasih....Sebelum saya terlupa,saya ingin mengucapkan selamat tinggal dan terima kasih kepada kawan-kawan saya...tanpa kekuailanan dan kelcan mereka,saya masih seorang yang suci sama ada dari aspek fizikal dan mental...

merentas desa...and valentines day.......

2009-02-13T22:47:00.000-08:00

haiz......
once open radio keep listening valentines, valentines........DAY!!!!
sad lo.........
but i listen to wai yeen
HAPPY
haiyoh....thought can get prize...mana tahu....
SEMUA ORANG SANGAT CEPAT!!!!!!
itu jacquer ambil tpt. ketiga leh.....
haiz....
jia you nxt year loh.....
lucky i nvr buy her anything for today
cos i NVR EVEN SEE HER...
ROFLMAO!
hope i have sumone to teman me nxt valentines day!!

ready.....get set.....go!

2009-02-12T02:20:00.000-08:00

went for merentas desa practise yesterday....
ran 8km on the treadmill......
like 1 to die liddat......
after getting down..i felt like i could fly.....
i believe i can fly......
i get prize then my mom belanja.....
sat is valentines day......
happy valentines day everyone!!!!!!
except me.......
haizzzzzz............

ke lian........
lolz.....
don't have the guts....

bored.....

2009-02-08T19:16:00.000-08:00

can someone courier my gao hu bck from school for me???
yer....sien diao
sej nota like beh liao(cannot finish)
seni even worse....i wanna kill the teacher.......
dunno why she come to our school for..
just to teach japanese to form 4s?
curse her........
and then take up seni to teach
cause us so much PAIN!!
wai leng said wednesday
so wednesday it be....
sry wai leng for causing u so much pressure
and rily sory can't come for tue cos my mom nid me to go home to look at the piano tuner guy....
if he nvr come..i am so gonna kill him
walau.....
kl punya hokkien lang aneh cha eh.....
hami chap goh meh.....bai tian gong pun bo......
chap yit tiam ai kun liao......
haiz.......
talking bout some nia...
no offence..

waseh...yesterday...she 12 o'clock only sleep leh.....
miracle lo.......
start to suspect liao lo.....
HOW???
wat to do???????
..........................................................................................................................................................................

yahoo! chance to go hong kong!! (jia you jia vei and her pbc diabolo team)

2009-02-08T00:35:00.000-08:00

yay!!!
i knew something was happening when li ying call me.....
lele
she ask me to play zhong hu under senior supervision
gave me some pressure talking bout many hard songs, but
haiz......songs are not the difficult part
the emotions and skills are
and she gave my senior lots of pressure too

saturday, we got newcomers day....
same group with a BUNCH of girls who are soooooo quiet
useless.......even slogan also hard to decide on......
group name also no nid to say...i decide 1.....walau.....
the station game masters all recognise de.....make our lives so miserable.....
zi ling sumore have to count 10 mins only let us go
then we go to a fake station....
have to reach in to the biscuit tin to take out 80 cents
but inside got water, maggi mee, tissue,worms, ice and dunno wat
NICE!
but the girls too scared liao
maybe jia vei wont be scared haha, jkjk
nid 5-6 ppl only can get 80 cents out....
idiotic....
then ended up as last group...bu shuang
i think i sucked as a group leader......
nvm

WOOHOO! HONG KONG!!!!!

zzzzzzzzzz can u ppl pls stop bothering me with 'her' ?zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
although i don't have much ideas....but i can do it!!!
pls don't try to help me...........
now.....bck to sejarah nota.........and seni......
curse seni teacher..

piano results (and sry jia vei again, but i told u at first minute)

2009-02-06T02:17:00.000-08:00

Yamaha Grade 5 Fundamental Exam

Melody Singing 31
+ =58 FAIL
Sight r. with accomp 27

Accomp 28
+ =55 FAIL
Transposition 27

Theory =80 (damn, wrong 2 question)

Chord progression =80(suan liao)

Aural test/hearing =90(yay, highest in class!)

Total: 363.00

result FAIL

sorry jia vei

2009-01-20T23:56:00.000-08:00

hey, really sorry ar.
this post dedicated to you. .happy?
really sorry to make u wait that day so long for me to tell u my result.
really sorry
dui bu qi
minta maaf
err, i think i will fail my singing lah...i not as pro as u think.....
and then.....theory aiming for 100% haha....maybe can't....
the others i think pass liao lah..
thats all.
will post my results on blog later.

Gerko Day

2009-01-16T02:18:00.000-08:00

gerko day...
after school, borrow a book from yi jia, my friend...
miracle leh....C class student read whole rich dad and poor dad in one day.......
has any A class student read a whole adult book about jobs in 1 day b4? i dont think so..
he is so into investment...just wondering how he get his money for investment if nvr study
but nvr mind..his father got company....haiz

then, start playing bei jing you ge jing tai yang after lunch....
zuo hao come and teach me a few things....
i always learn so much from him and teacher.....thanks a lot..
then..time to start gerko planning
senior ask me to go a group, means first half, then bla bla bla
in the end, i SACRIFICE my own string on my erhu to tie on schools er hu just for the sake of the erhu, cos got hook....become like panas salju story lol....
then go hall to walk here and there asking ppl to join and playing erhu to attract attention...
i thought nobody could hear..but amazingly, some form1's started to get interested and i gave them the details......met a lot of friends in the hall,zhuo li worst...say"wah, got sound 1 wor....."...walao.....she look down on me till like that lo... then jiunn yean ask me to play forgot wat jay song....then when cannot play finish he say noob...worst thing is..keep bumping my bow into other ppl.....really sorry.....and then play till the bow no more rosin i still play.......really sorry to the er hu...........finish my shift....went back to he zou.. too tired to concentrate..almost kena marah AGAIN.....beh tahan.......after say end, faster chao.........home now.....love it..........comfy..........
gonna get my new spectacles on sat.......
don't ask me who is "her".....if u all noe who she is, it will unbalance the natural balance....then i will fail to kao her........end of story......i think i very luo shuo....u think so?

Monday

2009-01-12T00:27:00.000-08:00

got pjpk today leh,thought could play basketball, but the mr ho said cannot...

grrrr

sumore warn us" i happy, u happy, i not happy, u not happy"

and then "i very emotional, if i dont like ur person when i mark ur project, i will be emotionally disturbed, and dunno why, my pen will make ur marks turn from 30 to 0"

swt.......lol.............nvr meet this kind of ppl before....

i think she noes that i am looking.....gou li liao......

tried as much as i could to make everyone laugh to liven up the class but......

HAIZ

A class really is A class

everything has its pros and cons............

sien again......haiz......

My Typical Sunday

2009-01-12T00:14:00.000-08:00

woke up to my dad shaking me and tickling me under the toe.......lol, its the only day my dad nids to do this...haha.....

today is sport day....or so my dad calls it......

went to play badminton.....then went to the gym...then went to a speech about BACKBONES

turns out bone spurs can be dissolved....

then went swimming at 2 p.m.

EXTREME right?

after swimming, went for movies...watched ice princess.....crazy 1 the girl gave up her chance to get ionto harvard just cos she wan to skate....sot....

then at night go shopping....saw jacquer tian ming at 1Utama..scared me....

was sorry couldnt give him directionsd cos nvr go jusco for very long le...

Gud nites sleep.....z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z.z..z.z.z.z

Saturday

2009-01-11T23:53:00.000-08:00

another day of hua yue...............yay? or not?

went to school.....was just in time...straightaway go marching...

dunno why, but when the presidents got sumthing important to do on saturdays, they

always become more strict on marching...then scold us.....told us to be more united

but i didnt quite understand it......anyway, it sounded like it was our responsibility that hua

yue survives and exels in music and the circle keeps on going.........was i right seniors??

well anyway, the strict meeting in the afternoon totally bored me out........

luckily can see her....she seems like got not much friends in there........haizz

haiz....the ex-students opinions were the best especially the cello guy(sry, cant remember

his name).but they HAD to keep on talking and talking about attendance...........an opinion

of mine:why dont u make every one concentrate on every practise they come to? i think

too many practise sessions make the participants to not appreciate every practise they

come to......anyway, had to leave b4 they finish cos got piano class...............sienzzzz

at night, i went to klang.(again) tonight can eat steamboat lo!!!!once we reach there, i just

sit down straightaway after calling my relatives and start EATING!!!!lol...ate a lot of

fishball stuff........haiz, nothing new, but still edible...haha....

then after dinner go to grandmothers house......played catch with my relatives.....swt..nvr

play for very long liao.....only chance to play there cos got small kids......even my f5 cousin

play with us lol.......then, went home, to bed............

nice day

2009-01-08T02:13:00.000-08:00

yay, my mom called to confirm that i can go klang to eat my grandma's sedap mian sian........
start to get hungry liao.........................nice rainy day today............goin off to compose my own cong..........................bye blog

Fourth day of school

2009-01-08T00:32:00.000-08:00

my fourth day of school.....boring..........form 3 liao and not much homework yet
well, have to study myself le...........
couldnt do maths myself yesterday.......feel so stupid cos had to ask parents how to do..
my father almost scold me for open comp.. luckily i said had to do research.....
wat to do...they look at pmr veryyyy seriously..........
hope ppl will at visit my blog and i can recognise more ppl.........
hope that she will like me one day........
haiz.......
have to practise stupid horse racing erhu song again...why did they choose me......
why am i the one of only 5 boys in chinese orchestra.....
nid boys immediately!!!!come to chs and join chinese orchestra la form 1's this year!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont care whether u learn anything musical b4 or not.....just come!!!!!!teman me la...........
pls....pls.....dying of lack of friends in there.......although the ones i have are gud, but i still want more!!!!!!!!more!!!!!!!!!!
then my bc teacher come in again today........nicknamed "moonrider"
hahaha
who asked her to have a name so funny.....lol, she finished chapter 2 of textbook in 20 mins...fast like a bullet......
and sejarah teacher come in again.....
d BEST sejarah teacher i ever met........
asked us, ke mana perginya semangat kamu? adakah kerana sudah BESAR semangat untuk menyanyi lagu negaraku pun tiada?
get it? BESAR! bahagian mana besar?
Roflmao
he made fun of ccc again, say he save another girl today....haha
then kh teacher say no nid to bring textbook for whole year except for electronic part......happy till nuts!
Sumore sumone speak chinese to the malay teacher, then she ask him to smack himself on the face becos of speaking chinese on malay period...haha.dai sei....
My form 3 teachers are very nice........
give me feedback if anyone out there sees my blog.......especially if u are CHS'ians

The CHS'ians Song...............created by Madam Tan Lin.... i guess
We are chs'ians
Mighty CHS'ians
Everywhere we gooooooo
People want to knowwwwwww
So we tell them
Who we are
(repeat)

My first blog...introduction

2009-01-07T02:39:00.000-08:00

My first day of blogging.......dunno whether i will be continuous in this...... anyway...this is my blog!!

I am 15 this year

Study in CHS PJ

Suck in studies

Joined pancaragam music oriental/chinese orchestra

enjoy music

like to play basketball and can play badminton.(challenge me!)

dont usually emo

can speak hokkien a bit

want to get 8a's in pmr

can play

piano, erhu and violin(a bit)

like classicals

like to sleep

am looking for friends

wanna be a mechanic

wants to use music in life.

thats all! for today!

that's me performing lol...........